I can't understand the "step"

[soberxp]

I know, I want to do is not to end the relationship, trying to make his first step out of the past, I walked out, down to the road, became clear, although I'm afraid to do, I'll get out of that step! ~

Don't go to think I will leave, don't leave, who damage to all who are hurt, don't give their sadness for any excuse, I am losing 6 feelings of sadness, what can't? I met thing, doing things that are my sadness, why can't I? Wiped away tears, I can go ahead, I'm going to put those negative mood abreacts off! ~ '

I can't understand "I'll get out of that step!"
my question :
what is the step?
"trying to make his first step out of the past"
or
"I walked out, down to the road, became clear, although I'm afraid to do, "

[judith collier]

Soberxp, step can be used as an action word. Walking away or going to somewhere. Stepping away or stepping forward.  Judy