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Terry:
Hello Cory i've never told anyone but i've had dreams like that also and like you as i remember it was after i started studing here i can't go into what they were about in detail because they were so revoting so repulsive so satanic and sinful i hated them but i will say they were sexual, and the thing is i didn't know why i was having them because i haven't ever thought on them when i was awake, but i would wake up at night and pray Lord Jesus take these dreams away from me i hated them they were against everything i believed in and so i had them and had them but as i was reading your post i realized i haven't had them for along time without me knowing it God deliverd me of them, i also love to fish especially fly fishing and i love to work in the garden and durning those times is when i feel the closest to the Lord so get your hands dirty and keep a tight line.
God Bless
Terry

judith collier:
Kat, I believe the Holy Spirit just opened my eyes through your reply with Romans 7;14, vs. 21 and 22. No matter what people would tell me about sin it would always only last for a time and then horrible mind spinning guilt would take over again. I could never justify any sinning in myself because God had been so good to me. That perfection voice would raise it's head and condemn me. I think I am getting it about the inner man vs. the ever present sin in me, not that I won't continue to strive but maybe I will not be as hard on myself and begin to think God had surely given up on me.
This should surely be the beginning of being able to communicate with God more freely and faster instead of staying for long spaces of time away from Him until I could accept myself again. AAh, more humility, more God, more gratefulness, more truth.
I knew this in a way but not like I just seen it today. You know I have always been easier on others than myself, expecting that perfection in me, done in me by myself and not God, not relying and resting in God's work but striving for what only God can give. There were times I quit repenting because I thought I was a lost cause.  With others I knew not to judge but was constantly judging myself. It is hard to explain when this sort of thing happens because you know something on a certain level but you cannot grab it for yourself. It is true, only God can make saints. Thank you, judy

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