Has anyone had anything like this happen? So about seven or so years ago I lost a great paying job with Praire Farms Dairy that I had had for about six and a half years, my own, stupid, young fault...so after spending some time online putting in some apps looking for work I decieded to look up ole Spock, D. James Kennedy that is, you ever notice his ears? I used to listen to him on the radio from time to time, I didn't remember his websites address so I just punched in his name into I guess Internet Explorer and the top result ended up being Ray's paper refuting Kennedy's teachings, I was intrigued so I followed the link to Ray's site, ended up reading that paper and checking out what he had written so far at that time of his "Lake of Fire" series, I'm a couple of chapters in and I had had about all I could take, I was like "Ok, this guy is some kind of heretic" and I was done, my mind was made up and I was going to stop reading right there. This is about, I don't know, two a.m. or so, and I have this experience. All of a sudden I hear a voice inside my mind, but not of my own mind and it says to me "Wait, don't stop reading just yet, continue on, everything will be proven." and I was like WOW! uh ok...and so I continued as I was bid and it was proven to me and I then pretty much devoured the whole site in the following two weeks, I couldn't stop my self, I was so spiritually starving at that time in my life. I then impatiently awaited every update thereafter and I've never looked back, and then about a month and a half ago I guess I ended up coming across Ray's videos on YouTube through my iPhone and started listening to them and then came to the forum and started with the oldest audio and listened through them all and finally accepted the old age of the earth and a regional flood and I think it was right after that that the holy spirit took away sins dominion over me, just turned it off, like I've said on here already, like a light switch, no more struggle, no more desire for those things, just gone: masterbation & any kind of porn, including homosexual, Lusting and Fantisizing after wemon in my mind, Evil music...as heavy as it gets:Death Metal, Hardcore, Metalcore, Mathcore, you name it, Anime and Manga, Video games. And other sins he seems to be working out of me as more of a process, the more I don't do it the more I don't do it: vulger language, issues with anger and impatience, the renewing of my mind...How awesome is our lord and god, thanks and all praise be unto Jesus Christ our lord and God the Father. So now I've downloaded all the mp3's to my iPod and I listen to those all night at work every night. Trying to get this all down inside me so I can give an answer to any the hope that is in me if asked.