Thank you everyone for the continued support. It's been a week and shes going strong but I know how fragile a person who has been addicted for 30 years can be in times like these. She really really needs the protection of our Big brother and His strength to break this beast that consumes her. I pray every night for her and I even talked to her about ray the other day and thsi website and told her about the forums. I told her there are lots of loving people here that if she ever feels down or trapped, that they will uplift you and pray for you like a big family. I told her to visit the website and forums, I pray she does, I know it would be an amzing place of refuge for her to find hope and strength. I really do hope God brings her here, she needs this. Besides, most of you are her age and can speak to her from the view of one whose shared similar life experiences, a place of wisdom, I am her son, and she will always see me as that. I do feel though she needs someone like thsoe of you here who can speak frank with her and one on one not as a child but as her equal, though I know I can provide such things to her, it would just be better if she saw it and heard it from you all.
I know if this where to happen that my mothers struggle would be nearing an end as I believe that God has trully blessed everyone here and I know that she would be coming to His flock, a place where the power of satan and carnal addiction trembles at the sight of our Mighty Fathers moving spirit.
Thank you again everyone, please continue to pray. Things are so fragile and I fear as they have so many times in the past that this moment of peace will not last but I am not without hope.
To gina, I do hope The Physician will do His Healing. A Physician I admire and look up to, maybe one day He will teach me to be like Him.
God bless you all.
Humbly,
Alex