Awww, don't be scared. If God wants you to pass that MCAT, He will give you the strength and the maturity to do the studying.
I wish you all the best, Alex.
Thank you Gina very much! The nice thing about the MCATs is that you can take it as many times as you want... but I want to get this right the first time. I wanna do really well the first time to redeem myself for having screwed around at community college for so long. At least that's what I'm praying will happen.
I saw a kid with downsyndrome today, he came into the Dr.'s office. He was happy as a clam, besides being sick, but seeing him made me realize how selfish and ungrateful I can be at times... I'm in good health (well, besides getting over the flu
), my looks fair better than his, my family is safe, I have a roof over my head at night, I eat everyday and I have the wonderful opportunity of going to school. This child.. might not have some of these things, in fact hes already at a disadvantage yet he was so full of life. Seeing kids that way...not just those with disabilities but any of them, it keeps me grounded. It makes me want to protect that life of theirs. I had this overwhelming feeling of joy after all that hit me, that this, this is where I want to be. Protecting God's children, be they young or old, even if it means He has to take from me.
That's my drive!