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Ricky:
Hello everyone, I now have no other place to go but here. Something happened to me 2 weeks ago. It has shown me how much I have, and how much I am hurting God today. Father God, I am so sorry please forgive me, please have mercy on me. I feel so separated from God. This event that happened has destroyed me in every way. I have not been to church in 12 years. I do not believe what they teach, I only believe what is here. I am going to a Christian church tomorrow moring. I have to. Somehow I must feel Him, be with Him, and cry through the whole service. My girlfriend left two weeks ago. She will not talk to me and tell me if it is over with us or not. This is what is killing me. Her name is Anita. She is the only person I have every found that believes what we believe. She is christian, she use to teach the word at missions in the city. Everyone please, I need you to pray for me. Please asked Father God to have mercy on me. Please ask Him to change my ways of living. Bring me back to Him. Her and I both need a miracle to let this world go, it is in our way with God. please thank you Ricky
Gina:
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Ricky:
Thankyou John and Gina, being alone with no family or friends to talk to about anything is unbearable for me. i have found myself wandering through bars, malls, anywhere just looking for someone to talk to. John I know all churches belong to Satan, but so does my house. One time in church it would be just for fellowship, I dont know what else to do or where to go. None of them would ever believe they are whorshipping Satan, but Jesus does walk in the middest of the church. Maybe that would all I need, I really dont know.
Ricky
lilitalienboi16:
--- Quote from: Ricky on April 01, 2012, 12:43:52 AM ---Thankyou John and Gina, being alone with no family or friends to talk to about anything is unbearable for me. i have found myself wandering through bars, malls, anywhere just looking for someone to talk to. John I know all churches belong to Satan, but so does my house. One time in church it would be just for fellowship, I dont know what else to do or where to go. None of them would ever believe they are whorshipping Satan, but Jesus does walk in the middest of the church. Maybe that would all I need, I really dont know.
Ricky
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Hey man, I'm sorry to hear about what you're going through. I will certainly say a prayer for you. I do agree with John though, that the church will bring you no comfort in the end. If I may ask, where do you live?
Gina:
--- Quote from: John from Kentucky on April 01, 2012, 02:27:14 AM ---
--- Quote from: Ricky on April 01, 2012, 12:43:52 AM ---Thankyou John and Gina, being alone with no family or friends to talk to about anything is unbearable for me. i have found myself wandering through bars, malls, anywhere just looking for someone to talk to. John I know all churches belong to Satan, but so does my house. One time in church it would be just for fellowship, I dont know what else to do or where to go. None of them would ever believe they are whorshipping Satan, but Jesus does walk in the middest of the church. Maybe that would all I need, I really dont know.
Ricky
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Hi Ricky,
At this time, most everyone who God is working with are alone. We are in a wilderness and are strangers and sojourners on the earth. We have learned to accept the loneliness for the time being. Like many things, you get used to it. It will not be this way forever.
Remember Jesus said He was never really alone because the Father was with Him. Jesus went off alone to pray, meditate, and share the presence of God. Do you have any safe places near you, where you can go for a walk? I know when I walk in the deep woods, I can especially feel God's presence. It is much better than any church service.
Someone once said you are never alone when you have a book. The scriptures are the Word of God in print. By just reading the Bible at random you come across the thoughts of God, which are a living presence. When you are in touch with Him, you touch the Power behind all that is. The presence of God takes away the loneliness.
Also, talk to God about your problems and needs. When you engage in that exchange, you are not alone and are talking to Someone Who can really make a difference.
Take care friend,
John
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:) :) :)Thank you, John. :)
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