Thank you all for your prayers. My husband has finally got an appointment with the Doctor to see if he can do the operation that Charles needs. The Doctors say that only certain people can qualify for this type. This kind will be less evasive, they would not have to open him up, but if not he will have to go to the Army hospital and they will have to do it the harder way. I know all is in the hands of God and I agree and accept His will in our lives, but I can't help but cry sometimes from not knowing. I worry about things that have not happen yet and they might not happen. I can't seem to help myself at this point, but I am trying and I ask Father to give me strenght not only for me but for Charles. We will be seeing the Doctor Thursday the 12th. I'm caught between a rock and a hard place, because if they don't do something soon the thing could rupture and if they do something soon he might not make it out of the operating room. I just can't see myself without him in my life, but I know I might have to face that and I know too Our Father will see me through. I know I am rambling and I am sorry please forgive me, but my heart is breaking and I just needed to vent my feelings with someone who cares and been there.
I do alot of reading on this here forum and learn alot from the conversations you all have. How close you all are to one another even if you haven't met, but share the same faith. I love that. That is true love. I love reading ray's articles and seeing the truth in them. It is a real blessing and a whole lot of freedom from fear of the unknown, because we know and believe. Thank you for listening and praying for Charles and me. Lots of love to all of you.
Virginia
p.s I am from North Carolina