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My ciggie habit
Rhys 🕊:
One person here just read your blog. Ha Ha ;)
Looks like that ciggy person's about to leave the building and praise God for the work He is doing in your life. I am sure many more will enjoy reading this.
Blessings
Rhys 8)
Gina:
Thanks, Rhys. :)
Gina:
Okay, folks. It's about 5:40 in the morning here on the Pacific Coast and I just got up about a half hour ago and had my first ciggie.
Out of this second pack that I opened up two nights ago, I still have two whole cigarettes left! That means a pack of cigs has lasted me 2-1/2 days -- as opposed to one day (or 1-1/2 days at the most). This is unheard of for me party people.
(My sense of smell has even improved! SAMSON ARE YOU READING THIS!!?? Do you believe what I'm telling you!? God is so good. This might be the thing that works for you, when and if you're ready to try them. They really don't taste bad at all. They come in full flavor and menthol too.)
gregorydc:
Thank God for great miracles! Forgot to say I did smoke for 20 years before I quit. I know you can do it Gina. More prayers for you all around. Stay strong and focused on God , He will drag you over this mountain.
Greg
Gina:
Well, Greg, see that's the thing. It's like I'm not even trying to stay focused on quitting because I'm steadily losing the desire. I mean, I now find myself automatically saying, oh wow, it's 11 a.m. -- I guess I should go have a cigarette on my break (at work). Whereas just days ago I was like, A ciggie and a cup of jo would be so awesome right now.
I mean, I'm telling you -- it's been nearly effortless. The only thing I hate is after I break down and have one I fear that I'll break down and want to have another (like I'm afraid that I'm going to build up a tolerance to these) but that's not happening! ;D Honest! It's the wildest thing.
Like now, it's 6:30. I've been up since about 5:00 a.m. Normally by this time I would have had to really struggggglllle to get through an hour without desperately wanting another cigarette or two - like the @$#@$ing things can't be found on every single corner in America! haha, And I better smoke up just in case they actually disappear. haha. It's so screwed up.
But now I'm just chillaxing. Totally effortless. God is so good to me!! I mean, this is precisely the prayer that I have prayed for years! God, please be merciful to me and make quitting effortless. Don't let me experience that dreaded withdrawal (hey, that's the prayer my friend Michelle prayed and God answered her prayer). So that's why I thought it would be a good idea to pray that. I'm not a quit cold turkey kinda girl. I need to be eased out of this so I don't feel like I've just had the wind knocked out of me. Nome sayin?
Anyway, those Spirit cigs are the bombe! :)
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