I have posted over the last couple of years that even though I had left my former church fellowship, I still occasionally visited and communictated with a few of the brethren by phone.
Circumstances have recently worked out that have resulted in my no longer being in touch with anyone and I have been totally severed from that body. (Ironically, the last time I attended was for a funeral service
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My family thinks that I have gone off the deep end because of my beliefs, so there is virtually no one close to me who shares my beliefs. They think that I blaspheme when I tell them truths such as all will eventually be saved, and that God does not torture people for 'eternity'.
Now I am in the situation like many of you, forum family, where the only fellowship I have is right here. That's why I am always yearning for the imput of many of the original posters who understandably have gone silent and in some cases have moved on. I get it, I really do.
I thought that I would have felt alienated or unfulfilled, but surprisingly I'm okay. I know that God has His purpose and even though I don't understand how he could have called a sinner like me, I am not going to question Him.