Lloyd,
Welcome to the forum! I'm in Tennessee, yeah, more fellowship in Christ is always a good thing! I know Kat will post the "essential reading list" I will leave her to it.
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That is awesome that you found the site by searching the word Aionios, I did something very similar a while back and came upon the site as well.
One of the articles that will be in Kat's essential reading list would be over the "myth of free will" parts of the lake of fire series. That is an awesome eye opener to your spiritual eyes when it comes to your "Main Concern".
Some of the topics in that part of the series includes....
Pro 16:4 The LORD hath made all [things] for himself: yea, even the wicked for the day of evil.
Isa 63:17 O LORD, why hast thou made us to err from thy ways, [and] hardened our heart from thy fear? Return for thy servants' sake, the tribes of thine inheritance.
John 18:36 Jesus answered [Pilate], My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence.
Matthew 10:34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
Matthew 10:35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
Matthew 10:36 And a man's foes [shall be] they of his own household.
Matthew 10:37 He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.
Matthew 10:38 And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.
We are not concerned so much of "worldy affairs" and wars that take place on the planet earth. Our war takes place in the heavens. The Lord is on 'plan A', there has never been a 'plan B'.
Definitely read that series on the Myth of Free-Will Exposed
http://bible-truths.com/lake15.html that link is the start of it.
I don't post this to scare you away, that is not my intent. It's to reveal to you more of Jesus Christ.
Looking forward to getting to know you Lloyd! If you have any questions or just to fellowship, we are here!
Your brother who is hoping that God has put it in you to desire Truth above all else,
~Se7en