THAT HEART

[acomplishedartis]

THAT HEART


FRAGIL MY HEART, IT HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE I AM

SOMETIMES AGAINST ME, OTHERS FOR ME.

THAT HEART IS TRICKY, POWERFUL AND VERY EMOTIONAL.



I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THAT I AM ''IN LOVE'' ONCE AGAIN,

BUT IN THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART, THERE ARE STILL SCARS...

MY HEART HAVE BEEN BROKEN ALREADY THREE TIMES,

ONLY THREE WORTHY TIMES; THANKS GOD.



AM I REALLY ''IN LOVE'' ONCE AGAIN?

WELL, I DON'T REALLY HAVE FREE CHOICE ABOUT IT...

THAT HEART IS IN CHARGE OF ME AND PART OF ME,

IT ONLY RESPONDS TO STIMULUS,

ALWAYS A SLAVE OF WHATEVER HIGHER POWER THAT CONTROLS IT.



COULD I REALLY BE ''IN LOVE'' ONCE AGAIN?

WELL... WOULD SOMBODY EXPLAIN ME WHAT ''BEING IN LOVE'' REALLY MEANS?

BETTER NOT! BECAUSE FOR THE HEART: IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER...



WHAT CAN I SAY?  WHAT CAN I THINK? WHERE COULD I HIDE?

MY HEART IS TRICKY ADOVE ALL THINGS, ALWAYS ONE STEP BEYOND MY INTELLECT,

REALLY... NO ONE CAN CONTROL THAT SPARK IN THE HEART THAT MAKES YOU REACT BEFORE YOU EVEN THINK.


HOWEVER, TRUTH IS THAT I NEED A NEW HEART WHERE I CAN FIND LIFE.



NOW, I AM FEELING IT RIGHT NOW!

I AM DECIDING TO FALL IN LOVE ONCE AGAIN...

AFTER ALL... CRASHING DOWN THAT OLD HEART IS NOT A BAD THING

(SINCE IT'S THE ONLY WAY THE NEW ONE WILL REMAIN STRONG AND BRAVE)


THEREFORE, DEAR GOD, I PRAY TONIGHT,

IF IT'S IN YOUR WISE PLAN;

I WILL HAVE THE RIGHT STIMULUS ON THE RIGHT TIMES

TO WASH AWAY MY OLD DIRTY HEART AND USE THE NEW ONE

TO BE ABLE TO GET CLOSER;



TO LOVE UNSELFISHLY.

[Rene]

Very sweet, Moises.

The early stage of falling in love is like a natural high.  Tread lightly.

René

[acomplishedartis]

Very sweet, Moises.

The early stage of falling in love is like a natural high.  Tread lightly.

René

Ha, ha.
I know what you mean. After the third time, you no longer feel much of the effects and start writing things like these.

thanks for the comment

Moises