Hey Moises,
I sympathesize with you greatly my dear brother. I know that if my medical eandevors fall through I don't know where I will go or what I will do. I will know soon though if my pursuit into medicine is going to be taking a drastic turn or not. It is a bit worrisome no matter how much we try and keep our eyes on Christ. We are all still very human.
I want to provide for my family but if this dream of mine falls and fails, though I know I am not abandoned by God, I certainly worry about how I will provide for them. God says that He feeds the sparrows and that they worry not what they shall eat, and the lilies of the fields too... so I know God will provide but as I said, we are all human.
I'm here for you dear brother, we are the body of Christ and we should care for one another.
Galatians 6:2 Bear one another's burdens, and thereby fulfill the law of Christ.
Galatians 6:10 As we have therefore opportunity, let us do good unto all men, especially unto them who are of the household of faith.
Romans 12:9-13 Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good. In love of the brethren be tenderly affectioned one to another; in honor preferring one another; in diligence not slothful; fervent in spirit; serving the Lord; rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing stedfastly in prayer; communicating to the necessities of the saints; given to hospitality.
John 13:34-35 "A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another, even as I have loved you, that you also love one another. "By this all men will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another."
God bless,
Alex