largeli -
Regarding you concerns about your standing - here are a few questions you may wish to ponder on, and answer for yourself:
To the degree that we treated the least of these, we treated the Lord so..
Sometimes I wonder if the proof of whether or not I truly love God is found in how I treat others and how I treat myself. I wonder if "the least of these" includes myself. How I treated myself.
As opposed to an emotional feeling toward an invisible being. Is God internal or external?
"I in You and You in me"
Was there a time when you hated others?
Do you hate others now?
Do you willingly forgive all others of all their trespasses that have done to you and yours?
Do you repent of all your sins, and ask The Most High for full forgiveness in the Name of Our Beloved Saviour - who nailed all our sins on His cross - as a pardon for us - subject to us requesting forgiveness after we forgive others?
Do you look for revenge on those who have caused you harm or loss - or do you rely on The Most High to deal with them, as they are His Children?
Does The Most High deal with opinions or facts?
Does not The Most High look at the intent of our hearts?
Are you not able to ascertain your own intents in your heart?
If you are minded to do Good, whence does this come from - you, or The Most High, via His Holy Spirit, indwelling your own spirit?
Are we not to know them by their fruit? And does this not also apply to us?
Is not The Most High All in All? Is not all of Creation out of Him?
Do we not live and breath and have our being in Him?
Was Christ not in The Most High, and was not The Most High not in Christ?
Where is Christ and The Most High today with regards to His dragged Out, Called and Chosen, Elect?
Are not The Most High and Christ, not indwelling His Elect's spirits, by His Holy Spirit?
Warmest Regards.
George