Two people came to my door this morning. Lovely looking, well dressed people. The lady
had an I-pad in her hand. She told me their names and proceeded to show me a video.
I asked her what it was about but she said I’ll just show you” and I asked her who they were and
what they wanted, She said “oh I thought I told you, and I said no you didn’t ,and she apologized
so I pressed her and she said “ well, we are Jehovah Witnesses
and put the I pad in my face. I told them I don’t go to church, and that I read my bible and it is my
church. Everything was a blur to me and I was feeling upset, kind of afraid of them. I told them
“ I don’t believe what you believe” honestly , I don’t even know what they believe , but anyway
she said ,” well can I ask what you” and before she could finish her sentence, I said NO 😡 , NO
YOU CANNOT, and she said “ok and they walked away.
Here’s what I need to know, am I a mean spiritual coward, should I have tried to at least let them
speak. I’m not around a lot of people , hardly any actually , so I get confused when I am put
such situations. This summer I was cornered by two young Mormon boys. I felt the same way
and said almost the same things except I told them God is Sovereign and that I loved Jesus .
They wanted to know what I loved about Him , I said 😡 EVERYTHING and sent them packing.
I also had a call from a person I met once a few years ago , she downed everybody and now apparently she is a spiritual healer. I told her Thou shalt not judge and hung up on her.
Many strange things going on in my life. Anyway, I feel really bad about how I treated these people this morning and was hoping to see them on my walk, but I didn’t. I wanted to apologize for my
behaviour. I know some day these same people will know Our Lord and His truth and I don’t like to hurt people. Also it’s that time of year and I feel so sad for all the old people from the Salvation
Army collecting money. They are in every store and they are so old, people just walk by them.
I don’t care about their church but I do care for these old people being used like that. I like to talk to them and show them respect. They don’t know they are deceived do they? Please help me
understand how you , my brothers and sisters relate to others. I find myself avoiding even my
own children. So sad 😞
In Christ,,, Pamela