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Daddysgirl.2:
Dear forum members in Christ.
I write this after weeks of contemplation, shame and hesitation.
I'm here to sincerely ask you to please pray for me, Satan has not only wanted to wither me, he succeeded. Yet, I know that our God is merciful.
My heart is heavy and I beg God for deliverance and restoration day and night. I know His perfect plan and will is in motion, but I'm growing weary.
My trials are no greater than any of yours, but I'm faced with heavy burdens which ever way I turn. My fruitless attempts to do what are too stalking. I pray for true repentance and to trust God not only in words and heart, but for my life to be truly transformed.
It seems to me that everything truly went downhill from the time I got married. My husband was a flimsy believer then, but open to listen and hear about the hope that was in me. I soon discovered that his family and by extension he was into other forms of worship (sacrifices for the dead etc.) It seemed not bad at first because it was their own dead, but it ran a little deeper than I thought.
At first, I just stood in support of him, not really approving nor participating. But that was enough and I'm sure you can figure out the rest of how that went downhill.
Bad things started happening, despite my resolve to hold on to my faith and all I'd believed for decaded EVEN better the promise of true salvation for all and all I learnt when I was pulled to Bible-truths.com.
Long story short, believe me this is the short version, I've fought and battled storm after storm. I refused to fold to directions I was being pulled into and that took all my strength until there was none. My family, being similarly wired in the traditions of men all abandoned me too. The adage here is you fight for your marriage to the very death. Dennis is right, the forum was all I had in terms of meeting like-minded believers and I left. My reasons don't even matter anymore.
Currently, I'm going through court cases, my child who is gentle in disposition has been a continuous victim of bullying in schools and this time I threw a fit because he badly injured. The school decided to take legal action against me for bogus harassment charges and aterminated both my sons who are on all accounts model students. My lawyer and the department of education feel there's not much to be concerned about, however I'm still disturbed and my health taking a strain.
We are submitting paperwork again today and I ask that your heartfelt prayers are with me.
Thank you in advance,
Matty
Rene:
Praying for you and your children Matty.
Dave in Tenn:
Hang in there, Matty.
Dennis Vogel:
It's always worse when your children are harmed - I'll be praying for you and your children Matty.
Musterseed:
Praying for your family Maddie, God be with you.
In Christ, Pamela
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