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octoberose:
To all who need encouragement :

“My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever”.     Pls 73:26

Daddysgirl.2:
I think of you always, believe me. I often wish I could do more; but prayer is all I have. Thank God. So no flesh should glory in his presence.

May God make the aches better with each passing day.

Daddysgirl.2:
Also, I had written a long post, I reconsidered when I recalled how living in a dysfunctional body is, which I am not out of the woods of yet. I know the wishing for death ( but consider the sensitive) of whom I was and really still am.
I wanted to simply say Dennis, I never really left BT, I stayed in the shadows because Ray’s death really hit hard. I am a lousy speaker and don’t feel confident about measuring my words. So, when I see you I’ll.. it all comes back.
Not only your son needs you.

The comforting word about death paper had people even thinking I’m a stone, unaffected. I partly was because that paper truly was comforting. Then I was with a series of very close deaths, a long tiring spell. I eventually crumbled given I was unwell too. To be honest, even my own mother’s passing found me worn out, tired and just eager to get the burial done and asked to be spared the devastation. There was no person left here anymore.

I don’t check in and write these things because for a 40yr old it sounds disparaging to the hearers. I think for many it’s difficult but understandable when one thinks the mature in age suffer an ache or two. I can’t handle it. In this whole world I have God and days like this when I’m in doubt, I get so confused and realise I truly could not go on without BT.

If I’ve offended, truly sincerely I am sorry. I won’t even proofread in case I delete like before.

Daddysgirl.2:
Also I do read scriptures and sometimes they just come to me, I spent near all my life reading the scriptures, many questions this website answered and I didn’t struggle at all 18 years ago. I still believe, I’m just feeling having laden at times.
Someone said, you really do want to live for Jesus and I dismissed it because I don’t debate nor intentionally reveal my beliefs. Ye shall know them by their friuit - I aspire to that. I sometimes think it’s all in my head (being called if I am, I try to not delve into election much because my life is already too hard. I’m not at all complaining, but I know what it means to be truly hated by household and the world. And I do not suggest at all I am without many errors. My favourite of scriptures; “chief among sinners”. That’s me.

Kindly remember me in your prayers. That’s all I need.

Rene:

--- Quote from: Daddysgirl.2 on August 17, 2026, 11:41:41 PM ---
Kindly remember me in your prayers. That’s all I need.


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Beautifully said.  Will do.  Hugs

Rene'

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