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I don't know what's wrong with me
Bradigans:
I'm not bragging and I don't take God's grace lightly, but for edification, i'm going to tell you something brother. Just a few months ago when i was feeling my strongest in THE LORD i started entertaining online porn. i've never been into porn. Just out of nowhere. I felt like asking God, what the heck is going on here? I even visited some cam sites. I felt the wrestling of two forces from within. Sometimes, you have just got to (BE STILL), the hell to what your mind is telling you. BEEEE STILL. Mark 4:39 - And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, Peace, be still. And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. I believe our pride sometimes allow that other head to exert it's force a little bit. I love you...
IN HIS LOVE,
Bradford
rrammfcitktturjsp:
Bradford,
I would agree. Pride rears its ugly head in my life often. I have been praying to God to smash the heck out of it.
Sincerely,
Anne C. McGuire
Sorin:
Well to answer the questions from the 'joy' thread. The reason I'm not experiencing any joy is because I am just so depressed, feel like my whole life has been and still is, a waste. I'm 26 and have nothing to show for it. My prayers go unanswered, seems like I pray in vain. I'm constantly struggling between obeying God and giving into the pleasures of the flesh.
I don't feel that calmness or peace after prayer like I once felt. Perhaps God has forsaken me.... because He has shown me the truth and has forgiven
me and I turned my back on him and went back to my old ways. So perhaps I've committed the unforgiveable sin, and it's too late too be forgiven again in this age. I don't know, but it just seems like God hates me and is refusing to allow anything happen in my life that would bring me any sort of happiness and thankfuless and that would make me actually be glad to be alive. And like I said before, this is only the tip of the iceberg.
-Sorin
rrammfcitktturjsp:
Sorin,
My heart goes out to you Brother. If there is anything that I can do to help or if you wish to vent, you may PM me. I will be praying for you. I know that advice is the last thing that you need now, becuase advice is given out of a judging Magesterium. All I can do it offer my prayers and my love for you brother as you are going through a difficult time.
My prayers will include you in them. May God bless You and yours. May he take the pain and mold you into something so wonderful. May you truly feel the touch of the Master's Hand.
Sincerely,
Anne C. McGuire
iris:
Hi Sorin,
I hope everything gets better.
I'll be praying for you.
Iris
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