Dearest Dwight
Matt 27 : 32 As they were marching forth, they came upon a man of Cyrene named Simon; this man they FORCED to carry the cross of Jesus.Luke 23 : 26 And as they led Him away, they SEIZED on Simon of Cyrene, who was coming in from the country, and laid on him the cross and made him carry it BEHIND Jesus. We know that scripture is not of its own interpretation. We know that sometimes we feel we are carrying the cross of Christ. We are told to carry our own cross but sometimes some of us are called out to be lead of Christ as we take and share in His cross. Not many have this expereince.
Dwight, I see that you are one of these dear brothers of ours who is being made to carry for a time, the heavy burden of the cross. Jesus rebuked the Daughters of Jerusalem who bewailed and lamented, and Jesus told them to wail for themselves. I want to say without wailing or lamenting that I think you are one who is called out and one very special day Jesus is going to show you what all this suffering in your life means. I believe you are going to stand in awe at what this passage of circumstances means in the bigger picture of your life latter on.
Also, Simon was called, chosen and then forced, made, compelled to share the burden and cross of Christ.
Psalms 56 : 8 You number and record my wanderings: put my tears into Your bottle – are they not in Your book?I can see you are in the book of life Dwight because you show the temperance of the Lamb of God under great trial and persecution. Be encouraged in this time brother. Your pain is not nothing...............neither is it in vain! Be of good courage Dwight HE your Lord is leading ahead of you. HE is and He has overcome the world and is coming again.
Peace and love to you. You are in my heart.
May His Peace, His Mercy, His Grace and Favor be to you and your family in this your time of need.
Arcturus