Hello Derrick, Kat, et al !!
Yes, I see what you mean about wondering whether one has come across as "too much" in one's postings in BT Forums.....I too have experienced "wonderings" and much loneliness in the past. However, that very loneliness, I discovered, was God's way of "getting me all to Himself," to teach me important bits of Wisdom throughout my days here on Earth. So I now KNOW how important Solitude IS. That Biblical Scripture, "Draw nigh unto Me, and I WILL draw nigh unto thee," really DOES hold a lot of Truth to it. Loneliness IS quite painful, BUT something WONDERFUL really DOES happen out of it all, and that's why I can just simply sing and dance all over the Universe!! ;-DDD (Biiig Smile! I can't get the BBC's and Smileys to come up on my computer yet, so I have to resort to primitive means of emphasizing things in these BT Forum postings.)
As one Newbie to another, WELCOME, Brother in our Father's Family!!! Can you just hear our Father saying to you, "Come, grow old together with Me, for the BEST is yet to be!" :->
Linda