Repent:
http://bible-truths.com/audio/Ray_Repent 1.mp3
Transcript of a talk by L. Ray Smith about RepentanceThe reason that I want to talk about repentance is because repentance is a major door to understanding. I tried to understand many things before I truly repented.
Now, we repent in increments. You know, as children you repent. Your parents spank you, you repent! And you learn to do things, and you mature. If you want a good definition of maturity:
Maturity is a way to act that is more beneficial to yourself and others than a child would act.So when you are old enough to know about repentance as a teaching of the Church, most of us have gone through some kind of a repentance. I went through a repentance and a baptism when I was about 24 I think, I thought I had repented. I was baptized (immersed in water) and from that day on I tried to do better, because I knew I had done this public thing and I knew I hadn’t done it just for the heck of it. I probably made some progress in doing better and living better. You stop doing some bad things, you start doing some good things and I thought, this is what the Christian life is all about.
I’m on my way, I’m doing it... until one day. I didn’t know when it happened, but looking back, I left my first love. That does not necessarily mean your “first love” as in chronological order like first, second, third etc. It means your “paramount” love, your main love, the FIRST. What should be first in your life? Christ! I left that love!
I went back into the world, BIG TIME, and then just floundered around. I never forgot there was a God, I never stopped praying. But I was carnal. You’d think that baptism and repentance was nothing... I mean, that wasn’t doing anything for me. I was now in TOTAL carnality... wine, women and song.
Now I tried to study the Bible off and on throughout those years. I never put it away completely. It was always there and I was reading it and so on, but nothing. I mean, maybe I could learn some verses, maybe I learned a little about historical settings, some facts and so on. But spiritually I wasn’t going ANYWHERE. I wasn’t going anywhere, but I made a concerted effort to have a good time, as best I knew how with what little money I had.
There were a few times God even let me make a few dollars. I got into something once where I was making 40-50 thousand dollars a month and I thought, oh now I’m there! No…He took that away.
Anyway, I thought that was about the best you could do. Boy, I was so thankful for one thing though. GRACE! Boy was I glad that this Bible talked about grace, because there was nobody who needed grace more than me! I thought that I sort of understood it. I was pretty convinced that there are no spiritually converted people, because number one. 1) I made a “jolly good” try at it. I made a good stab at it and I gave it the good college try. I wasn’t converted!
You know what? I didn’t know of anybody else who was converted either. I didn’t know of one human being on this earth that I could say, 'that person is spiritually converted.' I didn’t know of any and I knew I wasn’t... so I thought it didn’t exist.
I thought true spiritual conversion did not even exist and that's what Grace did. You did the best you could and where you didn’t do very good, it (grace) just filled in the gaps. That was about as spiritual as my mind would go for a long time.
But God was working with me. I didn’t know it, I just thought I’m drifting through life. But God was working with me, for me, sometimes against me (which was also for me).
But I finally did come to the place where I started looking at this whole thing afresh That this is God doing it and now I’m thinking about this repentance business again. What good does it do to repent, if you can’t stop doing the things you repented of? I mean, that’s just hypocrisy isn’t it? You repent of all these sins and you keep doing them. But I felt a guilt. There was a guilt in doing this or that... thinking this and thinking that and the guilt would start to drive me away from it. I couldn’t handle the guilt. I just didn’t want to be guilty about this stuff, so I would stop doing it. Because I just wanted to get away from the guilty mind. So some things went by the wayside that way, that was the way it worked. You know, just out of sheer guilt I didn’t want to do them anymore and I didn’t do them anymore. I quit this and that and so on… I guess God was turning me towards Him.
But I was not learning anything new, there were no new revelations. Just something WAS happening in my life. Then I started to take an interest in the Scriptures again. I don’t know that my understanding was all that much better, but I was trying. I was reading and trying.
I can’t even remember when I started to see things... where did that come from? I kept wanting to change, I just felt that, that was necessary, change. You know, be more like God wants me to be. I wanted to understand the scriptures and I clearly didn’t. I mean, I had a superficial understanding of them, I even knew about the reconciliation of ALL and I had come to understand that we don’t have a free will. I was that far along, but I was still not really changing my life.
Then God started to make me feel convicted about my sins that I still had. But I was convinced you couldn’t overcome them! You know, when you are in your 50’s and still not able to conquer these sins… well when? How will it ever happen? I was pretty convinced it wouldn’t happen.
But I’m thinking about these things more and I’m studying. Then I started finding that some things I was doing I didn’t need to do anymore. It isn’t anything I did, God just took something away from me... took away a burden, a sin, a guilty conscience about something. Just took it away and it was no longer a struggle.
But I never stopped wanting to get rid of it ALL. That was always there. Get rid of it all. You all want to know what those things were… but it doesn’t matter, they’re all the same! You know, lust of the flesh, lust of the eyes, pride of life. But you can’t take credit for it, in His time HE will do it!
If you are going to be one of the few that are actually chosen, then God is going to do it. So why am I up here telling you, if He’s going to do it, just go home and let Him do it. Right? Because God uses the “foolishness of teaching”, that’s why. That’s the only reason I’m up here. He uses the foolishness of preaching.
Some of you will remember this day. It will be a turning point in your life! You’ll say, 'that Saturday afternoon Ray was preaching about Repentance, it changed my life forever!' That is, if God has decided that is what today will do for you.
So I was wanting to repent of everything. EVERYTHING! I didn’t want to hold on to anything. Give it all up and in my heart and mind and I was able to do it! I didn’t have to struggle. I mean, I struggled all my life against these sins and now I didn’t have to struggle anymore. The temptations would come up, but I would just put a stop on it. That was it, God put me in control and I didn’t have to fight it night and day. It just started to take care of itself. Because there was a power working in my mind that I didn’t have before. It was now God’s time to do that.
When I had nothing more to repent of, that I knew of, then the scriptures started opening up and I started understanding the scriptures that I never understood before. I would learn something every month... every week... and then almost every day! New things, spiritual things, lofty things.
So, if the spirit of God is going to be between your ears... you understand your heart is in your brain? Well when the spirit of God starts to motivate your mind then you have greater capacity. If you have a glass of water and you want to pour coke into it, you’ve got to pour the water out, you’ve got to make room. That’s what happens in your life when you make room for God.
If you read my series on the Lake of Fire, you know I talk about the “man of sin” who sits on the throne claiming that he is god. That’s in you! That throne is in you. That man of perdition is you and he sits in there claiming to be god. You can’t serve two masters! So before Jesus Christ can sit on the throne of your heart, the man of perdition has got to get out! Of course, the presence of the Lord is what drives out the man of perdition. The presence of God coming into your life will drive out this beast (the carnal mind) and then you’ll begin to understand things that you never understood before.
Who knows what the first word was that Jesus Christ said in his ministry? According to Matthew it was, “Repent.” So if that’s the first word out of our Savior’s mouth, maybe we ought to look at it a little bit.
REPENTANCE
Repent means to turn around, to go the other way. Whatever you are doing that’s wrong and sinful and evil and carnal and worldly and everything else, you turn around, you 'repent' and you go the other direction. The scriptures mention a couple of words:
Matthew 18:3 talks about being converted
Matthew 19:28 talks about being regenerated
1Peter 1:3 talks about being born again
John 3:3 talks about being born again
What are all those things? They’re all one and the same, there’s no difference. Being begotten anew, being born again, being regenerated, being converted. They are all the same and this is what we all want to do so that we can take on more knowledge and live more Godly, and reach this goal.
We all sin. Sin has to go through three things: cleansing, repentance, forgiveness. Does anybody know the order of these things?
This is the order of what happens to sin:
1. Forgiveness
2. Repentance
3. Cleansing
God does not cleanse anybody of sins they haven’t repented of.
Forgiveness comes first! Isn’t that interesting. Jesus Christ was slain from the foundation of the world and why was He slain? Why did Christ die? The scriptures say Christ died for our sins. That’s the simplest statement, but there is a little bit more.
I want you to notice this, I’m going to give you what happened BEFORE the Cross... AT the Cross... and AFTER the Cross.
BEFORE the cross in Matthew 26 where Christ gave the symbols of the blood and the wine he says:
Matthew 26:28 for this is My blood that is shed for many for the remission of sins.
Remission just means forgiveness or pardon. Your sins are remitted, forgiven, pardoned.
But this He told them at the Passover, 'before' he was crucified. That IF they partook of this symbol, “this is the blood of the covenant that is shed for many for the remission of sins.” Were the Apostles converted yet? No, they weren’t even converted. But they are going to take these symbols, which show forgiveness! That’s 'before' the cross.
AT the cross. Christ is hanging on the cross dying and He looks down to those who put Him up there and he says “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” Did they repent? No. Were they cleansed of their sins? No. But Jesus Christ forgave them. He forgave them!
AFTER the cross Jesus met with the disciples in Luke 24 and he said this:
Luke 24:47 And that repentance and remission of sins should be preached in His name among all nations, beginning at Jerusalem.
Now that doesn’t change the order, because He said repentance and remission. We know that the sins are; 1) first remitted and 2) then people repent and 3) then they are cleansed. So it was 'after' the cross that even the apostles and the disciples really repented. We know that they repented, because on the day of Pentecost. There were about 120 of them gathered together and they all received the gift of the Holy Spirit, which was proof that they were repentant and converted to God.
Then right after Pentecost, Peter got up and preached a powerful sermon and they got a little upset. They were scared, and they said, well, what should we do, alright you got us, we are guilty, "what should we do?” (Acts 2:37)
Acts 2:38 Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.
Peter said, “Repent and be baptized and you shall receive the gift of the Holy Spirit.” Of course, all this is done in Jesus’ name, because there is only one name in heaven by which we must be saved.
Acts 4:12 Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved.
BAPTISM
Now, baptism is added here... I don’t want to circumvent this or say well, of course you all know this was just a ritual and we don’t do it anymore, it was commanded. For a while they did baptize people in water. Why did they do that? Well, quite frankly because they were spiritually immature. They were also still circumcising people and doing some of the things that the law required under the old covenant, even though now Jesus Christ had plainly told them that He was instituting the new covenant! They didn’t get it.
Years and years later some came from Judea teaching. Now where Paul and Barnabas had taught and said, 'you’re not going to be saved if you don’t get circumcised,' (meaning the Gentiles who had not been circumcised at eight days old like the Jews). So there was no small disputation going on about this! Paul and Barnabas agreed that they would go up to Jerusalem, to the elders, to the church leaders (Peter, John and James) and see about this thing. Why? Didn’t they know? These are the apostles of Jesus Christ! Didn’t they know whether a person should be circumcised or not? No. Paul and Barnabas didn’t think so, but those who came out of Judea, they thought you absolutely should.
Jesus Christ said after the resurrection, “I have many things to tell you yet, but you can’t handle it all now” (John 16:12). He couldn’t give it to them all at once. Little by little, they started to get this information. So how did they solve the problem? God didn’t supernaturally come down like with Moses and take the tablets of stone and say, 'alright now, here’s the new teaching on circumcision.' Paul and Barnabas went up together and prayed and asked for the Holy Spirit to guide them in what to do.
The Pharisees insisted that they had to keep the Law of Moses and be circumcised, but Peter right off was in the camp with Paul and Barnabas. 'It is needful to circumcise them and to command them to keep the Law of Moses,' that’s what these Pharisees said.
Acts 6:15 The apostles and elders came together to consider this matter and there was much disputing.
They didn’t just sit down and say, okay, this is the way we’re going to do it. No, there was MUCH disputing and arguing back and forth, maybe for hours and hours, it doesn’t say. This was a big deal. They didn’t know. They didn’t know what to teach the people. They were out preaching Jesus Christ, but what were they to do then, do they circumcise them? Baptize them? Do they have to keep the Sabbath day? They didn’t really know!
I think Paul was mature enough and he was going to go up and fight for what he believed to be right. He didn’t want any authorization from Judea that these people were going to come out and try to teach heresy behind the people that he was converting.
Acts 15:7 And when there had been much disputing, Peter rose up, and said unto them, Men and brethren, ye know how that a good while ago God made choice among us, that the Gentiles by my mouth should hear the word of the gospel, and believe.
v. 8 And God, which knoweth the hearts, bare them witness, giving them the Holy Ghost, even as he did unto us;
v. 9 And put no difference between us and them, purifying their hearts by faith.
See? Peter understood these spiritual things. He said, God PURIFIED their hearts. That’s conversion! That’s being born-again... begotten anew... regenerated... whatever word you want to use, that’s what THAT is. It was happening to the Gentiles.
Acts 15:10 Now therefore why tempt ye God, to put a yoke upon the neck of the disciples, which neither our fathers nor we were able to bear?
v. 11 But we believe that through the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ we shall be saved, even as they.
v. 12 Then all the multitude kept silence...
Then Barnabas and Paul got up and talked for a while, then James got up and talked. And they said, look, we’re not going to ask these Gentiles to be circumcised and keep the Law of Moses. Remember, there were two issues. Circumcision was as big an issue as the entire Law of Moses, it was a big deal. I mean, the worst thing you could call somebody was an 'uncircumcised Gentile.' That was like spitting in his face twice.
But they said, no, we’re not going to have that. There were some things among the Gentile like going to their temples and fornicating with temple prostitutes, drinking blood offered to idols and other rank idolatry that they had to tell them to stop doing.
So the apostles are learning. And then it says...
Acts 15:28 For it seemed good to the Holy Spirit, and to us...
See? They were all in agreement then. They laid hands on Paul and Silas and they sent letters out and so on. That took care of the matter.