Having no friends , no company in life is hard but God has talked to me and has ordered me to certain things trhough straight talk, through visions etc...and he is consuming fire so as to speak my heart yes many times have i cried to him in this carnal flesh to save but also to let the moutains fall on me as i feared him so...well once more ty hopefully God will give me favor in having true friends that i may in this lonely life fellowship with
I don't know what your history is but when I read these type posts I want to say something. Most of those who attended church and miss the fellowship, etc,. is because we really miss the social aspect of being together. We are social creatures that become lonely when we do not fellowship with others. Pick yourselves up and get out and find other fellowship, volunteer, help out others, join clubs that are based on providing help to others, you will make friends if you don't go in and try to convert them from their sinning ways but just help and let Christ show himself in you. If someone asks about your spiritual beliefs, keep the answers short, if the person is interested they will ask more questions. If you have not tried to force your beliefs on them then your can be sure God has led them to you and you will be ready with the correct answer.
Our job is not too force someone to believe in any particular way but to show Christ though us, He will do the work.
So get out there and live life, we contain the good news in us. We should be a light in a dark world, not letting the darkness overcome us.
Blessings
Craig