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lilitalienboi16:
Anyone ever feel like they just want to be puppet. That they don't care anymore, that they don't want free will, or even the ability to choose. I feel right now like i just want to be a puppet, i want to be a slave of Jesus Christ, im sick and tired of this and i can't seem to do whats right and it's insnaly frustrating and i have come to the point in my life now where i want to be a SLAVE, I WANT TO BE A PUPPET. I WANT TO BE A ROBOT. I don't care anymore, i can't and i wont make the right choices and it madens me.

So um... i wanna be a puppet.. make me into a puppet of yours Jesus! Make me a slave of yours, cuz i really don't care anymore cuz their is no hope in man and i don't care what anyone else thinks, if the only way to follow Christ is to be a puppet or slave or robot or whatever you wanna call it, than thats what i wanna be. I DONT WANT CHOICES, I DONT WANT THE ABILITY TO MAKE CHOIES, I WANNA BE A ROBOT NOW THATS IT....

Ok thanks for listening to my rant, feel free to share your thoughts and opinion on becoming a puppet.

sonofone:
Let this mind be in you that was also in Christ Jesus.Be imitators of God,therefore as dearly beloved children.The goal is you decreasing that he might increase.that it reaches a int where it is no more I but Christ on the inside that is doing the work.

Kat:

Hi Alex,

I understand what you are saying.  This life is so frustrating because there is no good in us, none.

Rom 3:9  What then? Are we Jews any better off? No, not at all. For we have already charged that all, both Jews and Greeks, are under sin,
v. 10  as it is written: "None is righteous, no, not one;
v. 11  no one understands; no one seeks for God.
v. 12  All have turned aside; together they have become worthless; no one does good, not even one."
v. 13  "Their throat is an open grave; they use their tongues to deceive." "The venom of asps is under their lips."
v. 14  "Their mouth is full of curses and bitterness."
v. 15  "Their feet are swift to shed blood;
v. 16  in their paths are ruin and misery,
v. 17  and the way of peace they have not known."
v. 18  "There is no fear of God before their eyes."

But it is God's will that all learn rightousness, but first we must see and live and experience sin :P

Ecc 1:13  And I applied my heart to seek and to search out by wisdom concerning all that is done under heaven: it is a sore travail that God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised therewith.

Psa 60:3  You have shown Your people hard things; You have made us drink the wine of confusion.

But in the end God will have all learn rightousness and come to the knowledge of His truth.

Isa 26:9  With my soul have I desired thee in the night; yea, with my spirit within me will I seek thee earnestly: for when thy judgments are in the earth, the inhabitants of the world learn righteousness.

Isa 11:9  They shall not hurt nor destroy in all My holy mountain, for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the LORD as the waters cover the sea.

Hab 2:14  For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the LORD, as the waters cover the sea.

It's a process, it is very painful at this time. 
But it will turn out good, and we won't just be robots or puppets.  We will have the mind of Christ, but there will be all these individuals, with different personalities and different characteristics.  It will be great and far better than a bunch of puppets that are all just alike.  Hang in there Alex  :)

mercy, peace and love
Kat

Akira329:
I kind of feel like Alex today myself.
Yesterday I tried to give blood and the nurse said my blood pressure was to high!
It was 174/104 thats stage 2 high pressure. She said more people die from this than
anything. I wasn't concerned about death but more of how to approach it.
Should I care about my health?? How do I not become consumed by all these dieting
plans and healthy plans. Is it a priority thing? When it comes to exercise and losing wieght
I feel I would be a vain person or maybe more vain than now! Should I be this concerned about
my outward appearance? If I am to be a more healthy person am I wrong for giving this kind of
attention to myself? I hope you all understand how I feel, sometimes I feel alone in thinking
this way. Sometimes I do just want to give up, call it a day, throw in the towel!!!!

lilitalienboi16:
Thank you all for your comments, and thank you kat for the scriptures.

I understand all that, but sometimes, more often than not, i feel like just giving in and letting God put me in chains and whipping me to do the right thing because i just cannot and will not do whats right. It drives me insane.

Here God is telling me whats right, but He won't give me the power to do whats right. So now im begging Him to enslave me and just FORCE ME to do whats right because i am going insane! Put me in chains, put me in the fire and force me to do the right thing and throw away the key forever. I'd rather be a slave and be able to follow Christ in all His commandmants and have Him living His life in me than to continue onward in this life chaseing after the wind and stumbling left and right.

I know we won't be puppets in the end... but right now... that doesn't sound so bad.. considering the alternative of what im living.

Thanks for listening to my rant and shareing your thoughts.

God bless everyone,

Alex

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