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GODSown1:
wow! Arcturus,
                   I actually agree with Kat & Matt  :D, I also hope it is da Spices so U do know wot 2 do 2 avoid dis Ever happening again, I Pray! our FATHER brings Revelation & may HE bring U GODly soothing sister & gives U much comfort & I also Pray! HE brings much Blessings 2 ur Orsum! Husband, probably da Best eva Blessings he shall receive would b 4 U 2 Never get dis terrible Pain eva again. And 2 wot Matt said, Yep! 1 must! remember da majority of our living is Pain Free! Thank GOD  :), But! in saying dis I mus say I speak 4 myself. GOD Bless U Arc get well very soon...
                    muchLOVE!! Pera

ps. wot strength U do hav Arcturus 2 even consider even writing dis here Thread, Thank YOU FATHER

cjwood:
i can indeed sympathize and empathize with you arcturus. i was diagnosed with fibromyalgia 10 yrs ago. chronic pain/fatigue,etc,etc, but never experienced the sudden disabling pain you experienced with your eyes. our precious eyes. your story reminds me to remain thankful, even, and especially for my eyes.  other chronic nerve/spine probs i deal with on a daily basis are my constant reminder that pain in our flesh is one of the quickest ways to "drag" us through God's fire of gehenna hell.  one time when i had stopped taking a very strong anticonvulsant med (actually i ran out of the script and opted not to refill it, not aware of the major complications from "stopping cold turkey" from this particular med.) anyway, i woke up one morning after not having taken the med for about 2 days and i thought my brain and body were trying to go into a seizure.  everything was warped in slow motion, especially surfaces like the floor and the kitchen counter top. to make a long story short, i was so scared i just started talking outloud to God asking Him for mercy and i kept calling Jesus by name and asked him to help me.  i have never been that afraid before, even through all the physical trials and tribs in my past. God brought me through it.  had to experience it but He brought me out the other side intact.  you are so blessed arc to have a husband who cherishes you so much that he takes care of you the way he did.  in my most fearful time mentioned above, my husband's statement when i told him i needed to go to the emergency room was "can't you just call your doctor or the pharmacy because he didn't want to have to pay $$$ at the hospital ER.  i told him without any misunderstanding that i was hallucinating and that if he wouldn't take me to the ER i would call my daughter to come do it.  your story was another way God is showing me that my husband has never cherished me the way a husband is supposed to cherish his wife. i am so very happy you found a wonderful man arc, after the heartache you had to endure earlier in your life.  i am grateful that God works through each of us to help each other find hope in these days.

claudia

Deborah-Leigh:

My eyes are SO much better today. NO pain! I really do think the spices were the trigger Kat!

 I have to agree with you Claudia where you observe quote : ...that pain in our flesh is one of the quickest ways to "drag" us through God's fire of Gehenna hell.   The experience I went through actually exposed my deepest errors to assume that what I was going through was what Christ had suffered which is NOT even a scratch on the level of pain our precious Lord endured and conquered. I see now the blatant assumption and arrogance of such a thought!

I did not conquer my pain. Instead I threatened our Lord by saying I would tell on Him, meaning that His methods  of His consuming fire were improper for my  holier than thou sentiments.  How dare I believe that my pains and trials were and are anything like what our Lamb of God went through! What audacity in me!

This pain exposed this for me to see it exposed via the sheering fire of God's holy fire. If this shows anything then it is truly that God's discipline is NOT comfortable but His Blessing IS!

The liberty of pain freedom (physical or emotional) as noted by Matthew and brandon h, IS from Him purchased at HIS cost I believe brothers. Now I really might appear as if I am riding on a high horse but I am not because I tell you this so you see that we and I are/am actually a wretch of precious worth only because of HIM and the Person, Spirit, Lamb that HE IS. What a gift HE IS to us all brothers and sisters.

Matthew, I believe ANY pain is still PAIN no matter where it surfaces in our body. Perhaps our Lord is showing me something through the pain being in my eyes? I am grateful for the relief!   I have been given to see a few things of reality concerning my place and status as a mortal yet carnal work of HIS through this experience! I knew it was of HIM and to HIM I directed my commentry when going through the agony that showed up the errors in my thinking! There are NON like Christ. NON! We carry our cross but HIS was the ultimate unmatched cross of suffering.  We can follow but never match it.

Perhaps next time I am to be dragged through the fire which I definitely believe it was Claudia, I might remember this and it will be some solstice and comfort perhaps. I hope I have learned something! Not that I want to be tested again!  God will decide when and where to test and purify me.  HE knows what I can endure and only He can sustain and make stand. What a blessing to see this now!

G. it is wonderful to see you in this thread. Hope all is well with the twins!

Pera it is wonderful to also see you here in this thread. I so enjoyed your recent testimony you have posted in the Forum.

I thank the Lord for you all.

Peace in fellowship

Arcturus :)

sonofone:
Hate to go off topic Arcturus,but you really do have a future as a writer. Do you have any aspiration for this?

Deborah-Leigh:
 :) Hi sonofone.

I hope to be like my teacher and follow his example. He says the following that freely he has received so freely he gives. I would like to follow such noble steps as belonging to Ray Smith actually.

Just as a side line though, I did write a book once and a musical score was produced to back some of my writing and made into a CD. Neither were published. The book was rejected for which I THANK GOD.  ;D It would have been the source of much embarrassment if it had been published because it was written before my eyes were opened! So much for getting the wrong side of the stick! I hope to remain faithful now ;)

My God given and God provided place of writing will be here for which I am grateful to have the outlet to share, fellowship and learn. The kingdom is among us

This brings to mind the Words of Jesus John 14:30 ...for the prince, evil genius, ruler of the world is coming. And he has NO CLAIM ON ME, He has nothing in common with Me; there is nothing in Me that belongs to him, and he has no power over Me. 31 But Satan is coming and I do as the Father has commanded Me, so that the world may know be convinced that I love the Father and that I do only what the Father has instructed Me to do. I act in full agreement with His orders. Rise, LET US GO AWAY FROM HERE. ( Let us continue to GO AWAY from the world and it's lures, temptations to physical kingdoms of apparent glory....)

I desire to stand in this light like and as our Teacher Ray does, and to also have nothing for which the world would pay me. Therein is the light in which I see Ray's example to us all! What a PRECIOUS example.

Thank you all for your fellowship and kind thoughts and words you too have shared. You do not have to be a great author or orator to speak without hypocrisy. A roofer can do it....I believe and feel too that you all too,  have spoken to me without hypocrisy....by Grace through His Faith, so enabled to continue to come away from the world with faith abiding, Christ choosing and Loves blessing!

Peace be to you

Arcturus :)

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