Hi Peggy,
Sometimes life just doesn't seem fair
But I see you are putting your trust in Him, what better hands can we be in.
The bigger picture that you spoke of, as I see it this life is short and their are a lot of trials and sufferings.
James 4:14 " whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. What is your life? For ye are a vapor, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away."
But if we can remember what lies beyond this life. That's where our hope lies.
1Co 2:9 But as it is written, "Eye has not seen, nor ear heard," nor has it entered into the heart of man, "the things which God has prepared for those who love Him."
Col 1:24 Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my flesh I am filling up what is lacking in Christ's afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church,
Col 1:26 the mystery hidden for ages and generations but now revealed to His saints.
Col 1:27 To them God chose to make known how great among the Gentiles are the riches of the glory of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.
Hang in there sister, I'm praying for you
mercy, peace and love
Kat