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Thought I'd share my journey to bible truths

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LittleBear:
You know, I think over time, as one's trials and tribulations just go on from day to day, no end in sight, God does a transformation that is barely noticeable. At some point, there is an acceptance, a willingness to bear whatever the day will bring, a certain resignation of what one thinks is one's right in this life.

Thanks Phazel and everyone for sharing your hearts.

Deborah-Leigh:
Hello Phazel

Thank you for sharing.

What struck a chord with me is when you noted quote : I believe, but am not 100% certain, that this has caused the vast majority of the depression I deal with now.

I suffered terribly for clinical depression for which I recieved ten years of treatment. I am healed of this terribly painful condition and am CONVINCED that Babylonian indoctrination resulted in me being suicidally depressed! How can one not be depressed if one believes God is a con artist out to get us, kill us, hurt us and eternally torment us? Whew! I believed it too!

My treatment of my depression  gave me an outlet to release some of the pain, the darkness and the terrible suffering. It was a luxurious mercy but it did not HEAL or set me free of the error of falsly believing God to be an insane unloving unmerciful Father.

It was only because of God's Grace and Mercy and Goodness that I have been made to see and repent of how wrongly I understood God.  BT has been for me the first step into the Truth and manifestation of Freedom from error.

The Truth in the teachings here have been like so many of the blessings described in the Scriptures to many of us here....like the hem of the robe of Christ as He was walking through the tumultious world of mammon and Babylon that is pushing, shoving and pawning Christ, to get what they want or the restoration of sanity to the mad man or the abiltiy to walk for the man who got up and walked or the blind man who 's sight was restored!

Peace be to you

Arcturus :)

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