Hi Jaguar
Look at the skills the talents and the education and the desires that God the Father has provided for you....then look for a place where you can volunteer these services a few days a week....you will be helping others and serving God....God will provide employment or a career when the time is right.
Trust is not ascent to believe or being able to understand what is going on around us but...... it is going on .....knowing in your heart that He is Faithfull and He is going to accomplish His Will for us and do it a way that we never thought of...His way..
Regarding your earthy vessel.... Each morning stretch your enitre body to remind your muscles and joints of their capacity. Make sure to eat nutrous live foods, stay away from all junk foods and exercise your limbs in moderation to stengthen them.
(Php 4:4) Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice;
(Php 4:5) let your forbearance be known to all men; the Lord is near;
(Php 4:6) for nothing be anxious, but in everything by prayer, and by supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known unto God;
(Php 4:7) and the peace of God, that is surpassing all understanding, shall guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.
Beloved