Hi again. You are aware, I'm sure, that AL Gore invented the internet so man would have easier access to porn, aren't you?
I hope you know that God is not finished with you yet! What you have been and are is not what you will be.
Luk 5:32 (ISV) I have not come to call righteous people, but sinners, to repentance.
Luk 14:21 (ISV) "So the servant went back and reported this to his master. Then the master of the house became angry and told his servant, 'Go quickly into the streets and alleys of the town and bring back the poor, the crippled, the blind, and the lame.'
You may not be old enough to remember Nancy Reagan and her 'just say no' statement regarding kids and drugs. A lot of people made fun of her...I did too. How can you simplify a solution to a problem that has so many strands of difficulty to over come, from social, to genetics, to psychology, to physiology? Well, poor Nancy actually had the germ of the right idea. What is 'denying self' if not saying 'NO'. Isn't taking up the cross and dying to self the ultimate NO?
Brother, clear your cache, dump those bookmarks. This will lessen the easiness of the occasion to sin. Spend every available moment in the Word renewing your mind. You may find some things beginning to fade away.
2Co 5:14 (ISV) The love of Christ
controls us, for we are convinced of this: that one person died for all people; therefore, all people have died.
Lastly, from your testimony, check this out: Though I can't find the scripture (and forgive me if it doesn't exist), it has been the grace of God which has kept you from sinning more than you have. Trust that same Grace to love, chasten, and/or scourge you to put the very Mind of Christ in you.
Brother, I NEED this as much as you do. So I will pray and covet your prayers as well.