Hi Ray, blessings in the name of our lord JESUS, it was not without sorrow i read of your poor physical healtlh, having lost my dad to cancer, my mom and a few cousins to diebetes,just over a month ago i lost my elder sister in her fifties to diebetes, and again last week my youngest sister had an heart attact in the states and is still in the hospital, again because of diebetes, my prayers went out immediately to you and your family for the pain and sorrow you all must be going through, almost two years ago i got really ill, diagnos with diebetes and hasnt been coping with it (physically) well since then, but thanks be to the LORD, HE sent a comforter, i stumble on your site while i was searching through some commentarys on andrew wommacks site, when i read your paper on Isaiahs prophesies on CHRIST, cant recall the title, (how he was without form or comeliness,and again, physician heal yourself)and your burning away off the illusion of "free will", through the power of JESUS CHRIST from my life i have been able to better cope with this and all other problems in my life knowing that what ever happens in life is just the fathers way of teaching obedience through the things we bear, he plans your life brother RAY, i have the utmost respect for you and the ministry the LORD put on you and the spirit wills me to pray for you to have good courage, peace, in the name of JESUS CHRIST our lord and saviour.