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Richard D:
Maybe I’m confused but does knowing the truth really matter? If one believes there is a place of torment when that one dies does he or she not discovers the goodness of God?

I learned from Ray’s papers that I’m the beast so what do I do with that knowledge? If I try on my own to put the beast down is this not of my own doing and not of Christ? And if not of Christ is it not in vain? But whatever I do is it’s not of Christ anyways?

After reading Rays papers on free will I honestly believe I only have a will but not free. I can see that very clear. God causes me to choose the only action possible for me at each moment of my life. Do I have any say in anything I do?

I’ am programmed from the beginning whenever the beginning was. It’s like I’m a robot but I don’t feel like a robot and of greater value too. I’m going to be and do what ever God declares I will be or do.

I will receive a certain amount of light whether I want it or not. I will be whatever whether I want it or not, I will do whatever I will do whether I want to do it or not. It doesn’t matter what I want I have no say do I?

Before I came across Rays papers I ask God if he would do me a favor and I asked that when I die just let me stay dead I really don’t want life I think it blank blank  blanks

Now after reading Rays papers I think of death as heaven you know, there is no pain there, no suffering there no tears there no hunger there no work there no disturbances there only peace. In some ways I wouldn’t mind not going on forever. I don’t know if God will still grant me my wish seeing where it’s of God not me.

To me God is the greatest being in the universe but I don’t know what to do with him, he’s beyond my scope no doubt. I enjoy all these truths I’m learning from Rays papers and on this forum but I’m thinking also does truth really matter. It is what it is and I can not alter one aspect of my life, I don’t even know if I should even call it my life.

I’m just thinking with all this truth what good does it do me? If I talk to a person who God has not called he won’t listen or if too another who will listen it’s because God call that one. Either way I have nothing to do with it.

I know now why Jesus die for us and its because He God Jesus is responsible for every sin committed under heaven but we are accountable but in the end who am I to say to the potter why have you made me like this!

I had to vent, sorry, I hope you understand but if you don’t it’s because God kept it from you or if you do it’s because God gave it to you. Please don’t get me wrong I love God maybe I’m just in a funny mood today. All glory and power to God.

                                     In His Love. Richard

OBrenda:
Richard,

You are sorting & deprogramming.  So am I.  As you have more truth & awareness, each day will add to your understanding of all of this.  Knowing the truth does matter, but long term all will know the truth and be saved.

Your Sis,
Brenda

Kent:

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It set you free. Right??? Is that such a Bad Thing?

What are you complaining about?

OK, you know that there is no hell. That is a big and very important truth. Is that enough, or do you want to know more?

Richard D:


Hi Brenda, maybe your right, perhaps inwardly truth and lies are being separated. I feel like a puppet with feelings now, you know. But someone else is pulling my strings. I walk, talk and do according to what ever string is being pulled.

I know this experience we all have in this life is to obtain knowledge of good and evil. I or we do not have free will now or in the next life to come or any age afterwards. God controls everything. God is all in all; wouldn’t all have His understanding of good and evil anyways?

Maybe what I’m going through is what happens to a person when God drags them to Himself or maybe not. I was just reading on another post that Adam and Eve might not be the first humans. Is there any truth in our lives at all?

Maybe it’s just a silly phase I ‘m going through just not understanding what is transpiring. You know. I can go anywhere in this world and ask these question but I’ll get worldly answers so what’s the sense of doing that, it will be just another lie I’m sure! So I ask it here. Seems to me the greater wisdom is here.

Richard D:
Kent

I don’t feel inwardly I’m complaining and yes truth does set us free. At least I know when a doctor says Richard you have three months left to live I won’t spend the last three months of my life wondering just how much pain I’ll be in because I know the dead are really dead and even after the resurrection I still have nothing to fear not even from the lake of fire.

I find myself being reduced to nothing with these truths and that is probably a good thing. I’m sure its Gods will for me. I understand why God says man prefers darkness rather than light, it’s just not his evil deeds that are exposed in the light. It’s everything about him that comes to light.

You know, who he or she is. Or what they are. Yes the truth does set us free but still are we not slaves. Yes we are all slaves either to sin or to righteousness but slaves we are.

For the first time in my life I’m being allowed to see this fact. Well then I ask what I do with this knowledge.

But complaining, I think not, simply expressing this life changing truths. All I’m saying is what do I do with the truth. Because the truth is, it’s going to do what God declared it to do anyway.

              In His Love. Richard.

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