Well, George I do agree with every thing you wrote. But, I have come to see that while I was in Babylon he was giving me the Milk not the Meat because I was not ready to understand it. I also, agree we sometimes hear and sometimes don't. What, I wrote about the train was a period when he was taking me through Babylon to get the milk. I had to learn the false to believe the truth. I think why did it have to be so long for me to learn. So, many detours in my life. But, each and every experience now that I look back , was him bringing me to truth. I just hate the wasted years, but he knew they were not wasted. They were all needed.
Right, before I came in here. I had failed him so badly. My minister had done some cruel things to my family. But, that all said I am glad it all happen ed the way it did. During, that great time of sin God never gave up on me. A scripture kept coming in to my head. That, for every temptation he provides a way out. I got to seeking scriptures and question all my believes from that failure.
Now, here I am being fed Meat. If, he had not done it this way, I would not have seen what he was telling me. Wasted time I use to think, but no that time was needed. He was not going to give me his truth till I was ready. Now, I would not leave for any thing. I can't turn my back on the truth because he lives in me now. I don't want to go. But, these scriptures stood out this morning to me in a way I never looked at them before.
John Chapter 12 verse 24 Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit.
verse 25 He that loveth his life shall lose it; and he that hateth his life in this world shall keep it unto life eternal.
verse 26 If any man serve me, let him follow me: and where I am there shall also my servant be: if any man serve me , him will my Father honour.
I look back at the path he took me through I am glad for everything he took me through. Because of it all I see his patience and great love for all.
I do not want to return to the old man. I like the new spirit in me. I love where he has brought me.
Also, I know that he has taken good care of me. There are some pretty awesome things I could tell you all and sure you all could with me. I know, now that what my past minister did to my family was a blessing in disquise for us. My being offended easily, brought me out of Babylon. I always use to hate that fault in me, but now I dont get offended so easily, cause for the first time in my life it was an offense for serving God, not man. I just love true testimonies, I hear now.
He does do miracles for us. During, that time he gave me alot of Meat all at once. I am glad , cause I found out the truth. The best was I repented for my believe in Hell. Well, I am just so thankful he Loves us all and never gives up on us, when others do. I am truly learning patience, long suffering and the best of those His Kind of Love
In His Love,
Marlene