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judith collier:
I need prayer so badly. I have been under a lot of stress lately and I am responding terribly, cursing, mean and hateful. My husband drinks at night and likes to harrass me, this is the only time he talks to me. When sober he is so impatient and critical. Last night he threatened to hit me but I said I would call the police. He will not seek counseling and takes all his frustrations out on me. I understand how difficult it is to be blind and dependent but I don't deserve this and I don't know what to do. He was better tonight but usually he persecutes me for doing everything wrong and puts me down so badly I want to kill him. I pray but there doesn't seen to be any answer. I pray for him all the time. My father was alchoholic and now I have another one and how can I leave him when he is blind. Why can't God give him grace like I prayed ? Judy

Marlene:
Judy, God urged me to come in here now.  Now, I know why. I will take your name up to him in prayer. I have such a wonderful Husband.  Just, rest in Gods arms. He will see you through. I will keep you in my prayers. I feel so badly for you. He is blind more ways then just the physical. If, it helps just remember he does not know what he is doing. Father Forgive Them They Know Not What They Do.

In His Love,
Marlene

Roy Coates:
Peace, grace, comfort, courage, strength and understanding to you Judy and your husband in the name of Jesus Christ. Be faithful as He is faithful. Your in my prayers, Roy

judith collier:
Thank you Marlene and Roy, it took a lot for me to ask for help but after being here awhile I trust you guys and know God hears you. I will look forward to God's answers whatever they may be. If it is me who has to change, so be it. My brother-in-law is gone for awhile with friends and it usually escalates when he is gone. I think it is a matter of control and my husband feels like he doesn't have any control anymore. I want harmony and peace but if this is not God's will then I will accept it. I just don't know what His will is now. I start everyday like it is a brand new day and I forget yesterday but perhaps this is enabling, I don't know. judy 

Vangie:
Judy, I know it's so hard to go thru, but you are not alone.  Always remember you have Jesus to lean on when you feel like you're falling apart.  You're being tried with an especially tough situation; my prayers are for our Lord to comfort you and give you strength to maintain.  If I were you, I think I'd have gone off the deep end already many times over.  I think you starting each day anew is the key!  God has your husband where he is also for a reason; and your patience with him is a fruit of the spirit. 

But you know you can always vent here.  I'm telling you truly, one thing that drew me in to this fellowship was realizing that everybody here was real, and dealing with real life stuff.  It's so great to have this "family". 

Love to you in Christ,
Vangie

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