I just prayed for Ray. I asked God why we must endure such intense pain? I know Jesus suffered His entire earthly life and especially His last few days. But why? What does severe, intense pain do or accomplish in our lives?
I found this email from Ray on the subject of death and free will to be comforting.
http://forums.bible-truths.com/index.php/topic,4190.0.html
My heart is heavy with the sad news...even though I never met him, I consider him a friend and a brother.
Thank you, Ray for all you have done for me. I love you brother. So many people love you. You are in all our hearts for the rest of our lives.
Thank you Dennis for the continuous updates
I was just reading this last evening from one of Ray's conference papers.
People sometimes will call me on the phone and the first thing they will do is apologize or they will send an email and say, ‘I apologize I’m asking this question.’ I say you don’t need to apologize, I don’t get to them all, but you don’t need to apologize to me for writing. I don’t give my telephone number out to very many people, because I know even if they used it with restraint, I would probably be on that phone and I wouldn't have time to do anything. But they apologize that they are taking my time… who me, that’s what I live for. That’s why I am here, that’s why I exist. That’s what my only goal in life is any more, is to do the will of God. Whatever that is, I going to do that. So don’t apologize if you ask me to help you in some spiritual way, that’s why I exist, that’s what I live for, that’s my life.
May we strive to live like him, selflessly, Christlike.
We will miss him so. :'( :'(
God bless you all
I just prayed for Ray. I asked God why we must endure such intense pain? I know Jesus suffered His entire earthly life and especially His last few days. But why? What does severe, intense pain do or accomplish in our lives?
Thank you for your honest words Samson. You are right. I think that we are not to appreciate the suffering in itself, but the fruits that it can produce. I remember one thing Ray said in this regard. He was sure that God put Him through this terrible suffering so that he would have more love and understanding for other people suffering and struggling. Imagine that! Amazing! All things work together for good, indeed. But I will not for one minute suggest that it doesn't greatly trouble me.
God bless you,
Eirik
I'm still praying for a miracle. My faith is not very great. Surely most of yours outstrips mine. Yes, it's right and in right relationship with God to pray for His will to be done, but His ultimate will concerning Ray's health has not yet been revealed. I want to choose to not be concerned about tomorrow today, as hard as that is.