Hi Vheissu,
The fact that you awake in the early hours of the morning is indicative of anxiety and stress in your life [even that which you may not be consciously aware of]
When I first 'became a Christian' I used to sometimes feel as though there was 'something' in the room with me. I told my friend and she told me that at times like this I should say out loud 'leave this place, I rebuke you in Jesus's name, for He has all authority and power'
I did and followed it with prayer. Whether or not she was right to tell me to do that, it worked. I had faith that Jesus would protect me because I believed He could and would if I asked Him and rebuked anything 'unclean' in His name. After a short time, as I grew in faith, this feeling of 'something there' was more and more infrequent. Satan will get his minions [I call them 'hassle demons'] to see how well planted the seed that's sown of God's word, and will try to take it from you if he can.
Mat: 13:4 As he sowed, some seeds fell by the roadside, and the birds came and devoured them. [satan's crew]
As far as being tested goes, we are all being tested every day, one way or another. Life doesn't get easier because we now strive walk in light and truth. If anything, it get's harder,[everyone who knows me thinks I'm the most 'jinxed' person on the planet!] but our attitude to it all changes until you learn to take it all in your stride and see it as a valuable lesson rather than be devastated by it. We become cucified with Christ. Satan is the adversary, it his his job to put doubts in your mind and feed you lies. He wants to rob you of the faith that you have and tempt you away from God.
Gal 2:20 I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.
Jesus often rebuked Satan, telling him in no uncertain terms who was in charge here:
Luk 4:8 And Jesus answered and said unto him, Get thee behind me, Satan: for it is written, thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve.
Luk 4:13 And when the devil had ended all the temptation, he departed from him for a season.
But you are not as alone and defenceless as Satan wants you to think you are:
Psa 27:1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
27:2 When evildoers came at me to eat up my flesh, even my adversaries and my foes, they stumbled and fell.
27:3 Though an army should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear. Though war should rise against me, even then I will be confident.
As far as praying goes, what a lovely way to go to sleep. I do this often, and yes, sometimes my mind wanders of on a tangent. This too is okay. God is our Father and what better way to go to sleep than telling 'dad' all about our day, our worries and concerns and our thanks for what he has given us so far as we drift into much needed respite from the trials of the day?
Hope this helps
Angie
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