hello everyone! sorry i havent been on this for awhile
real busy in school etc...
any way
my skin is doing much better! thanks to this new cream!
Alex is right though, every cream ive used always starts out this way and then i end up in the doctors office all over again
it becomes really frustrating, but i know one day ill understand why i was "blessed" with this disease
its just, well, summer is coming and i wanna wear my bathing suit and shorts and tank tops...and well...
i just cannot!!
for example,
lately it has been between 96-100 degrees here in LB Cali and i see girls in tank tops and short shorts
and i get so mad
here i am in jeans and longer sleeve shirts
HOT!!!!
but...i over came an obstacle today
i went to school in shorts! my mom was so happy
but...i end up becoming so insecure when i saw these girls in my classes wearing shorts
and their skin all smooth and clean and covered up my legs as best i could with my backpack etc.
i walked around thinking..."are they starring at me?"
one day im sure ill be okay with this disease, but right now that is just not the case
i wish it was
thank you all for your prayers
i really appreciate it
it means so much to me that you all care so much about me
if any of you have any advice email me
ive gotten a few emails already and tried them
i even tried eating bananas!! hahaha
so anything helps
God Bless,
Chanelle