Hello Beth,
If I remember correctly your husband is an assistant Pastor? So for you it is extra hard I think to begin to tell him these Truths we have here, at BT forum.
I have a friend that is 46 , used to be a truck driver, but is now studying at Atlanta Bible college to be a Pastor in the Church of God of the Abrahamic Faith. I struggle with should I try saying anything to him, because for him it would mean a totally mess up of all he knows and has planned to do. What would he do, if God opened him to receive this Truth, go back to trucking? These thoughts pop into my head, even though I know they are foolish and carnal,so I give those wrong thoughts to the Lord.
He came out of a Baptist church and feels God led him to the Church of God. Like you, the time isn't right to tell him . Soooo I wait, wanting to say something, but can't.
It's just plain hard, and especially since it seems God usually keeps one member of a marriage in the dark. I see so many in the same boat as you and me. It is a real test, as to who do we love more, our spouse or God.
Beth , I'm so glad you are here and I shall be in prayer for you and your husband. God's timing is always right, so we need to wait upon Him and cast our cares on the Lord. We have His word that he wants to carry our burdens, so our part is to wait, as you are already doing and pray. If it is according to God's Will that your husband and my husband come to know God's truth, and come out of Babylon, then it will happen, in God's perfect timing. You know this already, I know.
You are never alone, we are here for you .
I pray peace be to you ,
hugs,meee