Hello brothers and sisters, sorry I haven't replied to all the messages you all have sent me, I have never been that type of friendliness so to be honest it kinda freaked me out a bit. I'm writing to you all because I need you to pray for me. I have made great progress in the path of The Lord but I keep stumbling and falling to pornography and masturbation. I just can't stop and most of the time I fall when temptation arises. Even when The Lord gives me His strength and I resist for a little while, when I fall back I feel I'm deeper in this hole than I was before. I don't even enjoy doing it, I get pleasure for maybe at max 5 minutes then feel shame and a sense of condemnation for the rest of the day and the next. The worst thing is I know it's wrong but when the urges come is like I don't care, then mid act I'll think "what am I doing? This is wickedness, I'm sorry Lord and Father" but then I feel like I'm too deep in or the urge is too strong so I continue then when I finish the guilt hits like a truck. I don't know if there is a difference between sinning willfully like it says in Hebrews 10:26 or having an addiction to a certain lust of the flesh and eyes; but regardless, it makes me feel condemned and like I won't ever overcome it, no matter what. I have watched Ray's video "I can't stop sinning" countless times and honestly it has gotten to the point where I feel so enslaved by this sin that when he said "God is calling you and God is choosing you" doesn't apply to me because I feel I have given in too much. It is written that righteousness comes from God through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe, Romans 3:22 and that the prayer of a righteous man has great power James 5:16 therefore since you all believe in Jesus and are considered righteous then please pray that God will allow me to overcome this sin and all my other transgression so that I may inherit eonian life and be called a child of God.