I am not in pain anymore and I am finally eating. It’s like I’m allergic to the air. A tickle in my throat.the coughing just drains me. My husband and I am aware that I may have to go to the hospital in a moment notice, I’m only 5 minutes away. I know that all is of God and what ever happens is already predetermined. What I am so sad about is that our grandson is coming from Calgary. We haven’t seen him in five years and my sister Karen, her husband are coming from Newfoundland the same day, I am so distraught for my learning disabled niece to see me so fragile, she has been dealing with so many of her family members dying. I know that this is all in Gods plan, and maybe God is sending them, of course He is and only He knows the reason, I have to trust God and pray for a miracle. I read an update from Ray back in 2009 and He was dealing with a horrible cough for four months sometimes he almost passed out and then one day he said to his wife “did you hear me cough yet and a miracle, the cough was gone just like that however he did go on to many other
diseases right on top of each other. Believe me if God wants me in emergency it will happen. You fellas must have good health care because you will die here waiting for help, literally people leave the emergency and go home to die or just die in the death que as they call it. I don’t want to take any drugs, I’ve spent years getting off of them. Whatever happens is Gods will. I just think the human body is so gross 🤮
And the beast within is a monster, I abhor evil and yet I know it’s necessary..
The Spiritual battle can only be won by Christ in us, and what a battle it is. We have to overcome, we need endurance and wisdom. As Ray would say, it’s no picnic but it’s necessary. Getting saved is the hardest thing we will ever do. I know I will have to endure more pain. I can feel the breaking down process, but Ray says as our bodies become old and decrepit, our Spirit should be soaring.
Love not the world nor the things of the world, if you love the world the love of the Father is not in you. This world of Babylon disgusts Me. What I am witnessing is
The Valley of slaughter when the Towers Fall on steroids. Ray nailed it.
I can’t wait to hear Babylon is Falling, falling . I’m not afraid of death , but the act of dying can be quite painful and I will need much endurance and our Entering the
Kingdom is through much tribulation. Christ promised to never leave me, I believe the Son of God and no man do I trust except at Bible truths. Please come Lord
Jesus and destroy Babylon the great mother of harlots in Jesus name amen. I pray
for strength, endurance and wisdom for all of us . God is doing a strange work.
My brother in law of my oldest sister died and my sister who was such a sweetheart
also died two weeks ago, she had Dementia and Parkinson’s, I happy she is sleeping.
God will wake us all up in the morning. Have you ever felt so Blessed to know such
a wonderful,beautiful promise. Thanks be our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
And the whole world is groaning. Death is taking its toll , it’s thick in the air’ We need Our Lord, May God always be with us and in us. Pamela