Hello and many thanx Rene,Dave,Greg,Arion,Doug and Rhys and to all who read my brief statement, I am glad if my testimony adds even the tiniest fraction to your faith as being bretheren in CHRIST I know it is HIS wish. Haveing asked GOD to remove my doubt with proof of HIS WORD {DANIEL 9:24 & HEBREWS 9:12} I can with boldness haveing no shadow of doubt testify to HIS Gospel . Understand when our LORD reveled HIS secrets at the cross to me which the desciples could not speak of particularly ,a door opened to a faith that leads to knowledge of which there is no turning back . Let me give you an example ! I can make a statement like this { I know how and why and who took our LORDS life!!! } Now this is a pretty bold statement to make and we being but men all need proof/evidence and as this matter concerns GOD then it is only HIS proof/evidence that will prove my statement true, however 1 given the circumstances you will still need to exercise your gift of faith 2 It is not for me to convince you of these truths GOD has given me, but for you to come to these truths by the will of GOD .HERE is a sample of what has cemented my faith ! HOW what was the cause of our LORDS death ? answer: heart failer/ruptured heart/heart attack/his heart literally broke and the proof/evidence JOHN 19:34 You see the Roman soldier was a trained killer, he knew how to kill a man by thrusting his spear just bellow CHRISTS ribs, the steel would have passed through, severing the spleen and possibly the left ventricle of his heart, the spleen normally holds a pint of blood, but this would have swelled in volume up to 1.7 pints oweing to his ruptured heart, and given the trauma HE suffered prior his blood would have bean severely depleted of red blood corpuscles, hence: came there out blood and water = plasma and as we asume the gaurd was right handed, as our spleen is on our left, and so where is the proof of that ? proof/evidence = none other than The Shroud of Turin as this clearly depicts this to be the case + adding evidence to itself { truth has a way of doing this} and whilst double checking these facts GOD has again shown to me this is all HIS doing, you see the picture HE gave me and I said resembles the early portrayals, well this picture of CHRIST is the exact same one that was made from the negative of HIS burial shroud . Pleas understand this fraction of proof of HOW what actually physicaly killed HIM is further proved by WHY it had to be just so, and the proof of that GOD has given us also, which in itself proves that it was THE FATHER WHO TOOK THE LIFE OF HIS SON and this secret is what I believe the desciples were not at liberty to speak of even thow Daniel did prophecies it ,and it is the absolute pivot of GODS plan, which had to literally/physicaly take place, and is the answer to WHY and the answer lies in this post and its going to knock your socks off, as I stated in my last post it floored me, and I had not a clue to the scriptures and the power thereof ! TO BE CONTINUED