I think most of us understand. Try to remember we are here to learn good and evil. You cannot have one without the other.
Would these two persons want you to be miserable for the rest of your life? I don't think so. They will also need to repent of their own sins.
Luk 18:19 And Jesus said unto him, Why callest thou me good? none is good, save one, that is, God.
Act 3:19 Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord;
You have repented and you are forgiven.
1Jn 2:12 I write unto you, little children, because your sins are forgiven you for his name's sake.
We all go through this - Even Jesus
Heb 5:8 Though he were a Son, yet learned he obedience by the things which he suffered;
2Co 7:9 Now I rejoice, not that ye were made sorry, but that ye sorrowed to repentance: for ye were made sorry after a godly manner, that ye might receive damage by us in nothing.
This is our destiny - Better to repent now than later