Psalms 17:13-15
Arise, Lord, confront him, make him bow down;
Save my soul from the wicked with Your sword, From people by Your hand, Lord,
From people of the world, whose portion is in this life,
And whose belly You fill with Your treasure;
They are satisfied with children,
And leave their abundance to their babies.
As for me, I shall behold Your face in righteousness;
I shall be satisfied with Your likeness when I awake.
I think the same as you Heidi, where else would we go after seeing our Lord’s marvelous light. I have thought “maybe if I was still in Babylon, this spiritual life could be easier since I could fall back on billions of people” yet I know that’s a fallacy created by my carnal mind. Before discovering The Truth, I didn’t know Jesus. I knew about Him and practiced religion but I never knew Him personally or practiced True Spirituality. I was a slave to my sins and that fueled my fear of Hell. To the point I thought “It’s over for me, I’m only a teen and have already sinned too much, I’m doomed”. I loved God but at the same time I couldn’t see Him as a Father because what kind of Father would torture their child in fire.
Now, I’m free. I’m no longer afraid of God or my destiny. I now know Jesus Christ personally and depend on Him for everything. I’m free from trying to “earn my way to Heaven” and know that it’s up to God’s Sovereign Choice if I will be in The First Resurrection and if I’m in Judgement then it’s because I deserve it and because it was the best possible path to fulfill His Perfect Will. I can now know Him as a Father and bring all my worries and joys to Him.
I may not be able to fall back on The HUGE World of Christendom but I have you all and most importantly The Lord God on my side. Im thankful for The Truth we have receive and truly where else would we go? We are were we belong.