Just need to dropby to say: Poor fellow! You really need to start studying the Living Word of God. The Living Word of God opens our spiritual eyes for the deception of the devil.
I will pray that God will touch you in such a marvelous way that you shall have a spiritual breakthrough and know that He really needs you to BUILD His kingdom and not BREAK IT DOWN!
John 7:18 “He who speaks on his own authority seeks to win honor for himself. [ He whose teaching originates with himself seeks his own glory. ] But He Who seeks the glory and is eager for the honor of Him Who sent Him, He is true; and there is no unrighteousness or falsehood or DECEPTION in Him”.
May God touch you with a mighty anointing to spread the TRUTH!