Hi Sandy,
It is great to see you posting here again!
This job turmoil sure can be frustrating and gut wrenching no doubt. Quite a few (15) years back I began a series of events that at times had me tied up in knots with regard to employment, it was only in retrospect that I can clearly see the hand of the Lord in all that transpired. It eventually led to where I am today and all the opportunities this last job has provided the last 6 years.
Admittedly this is not a perfect situation (what is in this present life?) but the benefits, rewards and freedom this job has provided has been beyond expectations, funny thing is I really had no burning desire to ever get into this business, circumstances just brought me here, I was more or less boxed in, forced to explore the possibilities, challenges and opportunities this turn of events presented.
God is leading you somewhere but He seems to not let us in on His little secret until we are finally where He wants us, then when we look back and think about how we got where we are we nod our heads softly and say "yeah..... I can see it now, I can see where all these experiences led me here, why I needed to go this route" thank you Lord!
I had started to write of my own experience in this, but when I saw how long the post was getting I decided to step back and not make this thread about my own journey. Have faith in Him Sister, I am sure there will come a time where all this will be made very clear to you of why you had to experience these things, somehow I know it will be worth it!
His Peace to you,
Joe