Whats going on inside me?

[lilitalienboi16]

Heres a great song i wanted to share with you all, its got a great uplifting beat, with an honost message. I find myself thinking like this often.

DC TALK - In the light.

I keep trying to find a life
On my own apart from you
I am the king of excuses
I've got one for every selfish thing I do

What's going on inside of me
I despise my own behavior
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a Savior

(CHORUS)
I wanna be in the Light
as You are in the Light
I wanna shine like the stars
in the Heavens
Oh, Lord be my light
and be my Salvation
'cause all I want is to be in the Light
All I want is to be in the Light

This disease of self runs through my blood (through my blood)
It's a cancer fatal to my soul
Every attempt on my behalf has failed
to bring this sickness under control

Tell me what's going on inside of me
(Whats going on)
I despise my own behavior
(Despise my own behavior)
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a Savior

I wanna be in the Light
as You are in the Light
I wanna shine like the stars
in the Heavens
Oh, Lord be my Light
and be my Salvation
'cause all I want is to be in the Light (yeah)
All I want is to be in the Light

(BRIDGE)
Honesty becomes me
[There's nothing left to lose]
The secrets that did run me
[Your presence have defused]
Pride has no position
[As riches have no worth]
The fame that once did cover me
[Has been sentenced to this Earth]
Has been sentenced to this Earth

Tell me what's going on inside of me
(Whats going on)
I despise my own behavior
(Despise my own behavior)
This only serves to confirm my suspicions
That I'm still a man in need of a Savior

I wanna be in the Light
as You are in the Light
I wanna shine like the stars
in the Heavens
Oh, Lord be my light
and be my Salvation
'cause all I want is to be in the Light
All I want to be is in the Light (3x)

[There's no other place I want to be]
[No other place that I can see]
[A place to be that's just right]
[Someday I'm gonna be in the Light]
[You are in the Light]
[That's where I need to be]
[That's right where I need to be]

Hope you enjoy the song as i do! =]

God bless,

Alex

[Beloved]

I really liked the lyrics I need to find a way to listen to this on audio.

Beloved

[Matt]

I have an 18 year old daughter who, not too long ago, would write and sing beautiful songs on the piano to the Lord.  Now she has this fascination with trying to experience every bad thing in life.  I know she despises the things she does and desperately wants to stop.  It is like living with Jekyll and Hyde.  The great thing though is, now I can see all the great things God is doing to her during these trials, a wonderful refining is taking place!  I just pray that I have continued patience to help her through this and not add to the turmoil.   
Thanks, I will send her these lyrics!

[skydreamers]

Brand New Name - Sarah Jahn

I know nothing
I am aching silent
Dim the lights
They hurt my eyes

Feel the memory
See the shaken structures
In the past
In the pain

Cleanse the dusty dwelling
Call my heart a brand new name

Cleanse the dusty dwelling
Call my heart a brand new name

I've the closing in
It crushed me to extremes
I never understood
Not a power

Not a perfect soul escaping tribulation
I have failed
I have failed

Speak the healing
Cleanse the dusty dwelling
Call my heart a brand new name

Call me softly in the quiet hour
When I feel You stirring
With tears of joy
Will You cleanse me
And write Your love
On my heart



listen here:

http://www.mediafire.com/?evyahjndmqz

Peace,
Diana

[lilitalienboi16]

It was my pleasure to be able to share this with you all. Matt i pray the Lord is moving in your daughter, if shes anything like me, then i know exactly what shes going through. The beast within is everywhere, and he is relentless in dragin me everyplace i DONT want to go, and yet i find myself going there with him for some reason. All we can do is have patience and faith in the Lord, that He who has begun the good works in us WILL FINISH them! Thats a promise, and i know He is not slack!

Diana, thanks for shareing that other song. I love this type of threads, we can all share great music together =]

God bless you all,

Alex

[lilitalienboi16]

Dear beloved,

If you would like me to send you the song via email, i can, just let me know, i have it on my computer and would be more then willing to email you a copy of it.

With love,

Alex

[Beloved]

Thanks Alex

Diana already sent it to me...unfortunately I cannot download it until I get more space on my HD so I can defrag this computer and load up on my other laptop with a bigger HD.

beloved