How can we reciprocate with others when there is not an starting point, when there is not anything in common? We just can't.
Now I am talking about daily relationships; if you think about it… if our starting point is not worth ed then we could spend years stocked on extremely relative things and point of views that would take us nowhere.
So, sometimes I wish to make the difference and give part of what I am, and opinion or a point worth to be considerate witch often get misunderstand ed and casted before the swines. This often brings me regrets.
Honestly I have become a very more reserved and indifferent person among ‘extremely relative issues’, Carnal family members might feel sometimes uncomfortable on it, since they don't know nothing better than Babylonian garbage to the core. Hopefully they know that when they need help or someone to have patience with them I am available. It’s a battle between take relationships by pretensions and begging motivated by self pleasure AND to treat others as honestly and respectful as I can possible do it, even when sometimes this type of agape love is uncomfortable.
I guess here is where the unequally yoke thing apply. It’s not that I don’t appreciate the most of the people that now is meant to live around me, is just that we don’t really have anything worth ed to reciprocate.
Actually I already have plans to left this monotony place where I live at for fully independence, it will be like kill myself in front of them, but; when does ideas sometimes are believed the most? After somebodies death. I think I already can see beyond what they do and try to love them.
I ask for help, this is so very important for me. I am 21 with many uncertain years in front of me, I am still not engage to big compromises biggest than my own surviving, so here is my question;
What about those that we can be able to see as great potentials to share our starting points (to share what we have been tough and believe to be the true gospel)?
This is an email that I am writing to a friend that I believe to have this potential:
Hi -------
About my last calls and my obvious concerning about ‘revolutions talking’, ‘ bible talking’ and my persistence on this topics, it all had a good motivation now that i think more about it, because: You just remind me of myself so much somehow, and somehow I think we lived a very close transition to adults on my summers spent on IL. And with this said, I might have become to believe that someday we could come to have a similar starting point from where we can really make more progress by changing our selves and then others lives as you said it, since I have supposed that we both could call our selves probably truth seekers.
This starting point would be something logical and consistent; something from where we could devotes our lives in the same line.
I have also seen some points worth to be considerate, I am not ready to talk fluidly about them all yet, but if you are interested we will share about all this someday and I don’t think that the probabilities are low for us to hopefully share this starting point that I am talking about.
This is it; tell me what you think...
Is this try to take God to people? Can’t God rather take people to him ? (as Craig said on the; ‘When do you stop?’ treat).
I am not interested in sickly believe that I can convert everyone around me (on this age) and then feel so good about it. And if I am just waiting and dragging them to ask, then it would be like if my only purpose of being close to them is to convince them to believe like me; this reminds me of people who go find estranger's to repeat a shortly stupid prayer and feel a lot better with them selves.
My big concerning is because I know like 2 or 3 persons that I have lived with and have seen their different way of living (less religious, not taking church circus serious but judging them selves often); and I feel like if one little push would make them open their eyes.
I haven’t open my self deeply to them yet, but honestly I have planned since I don’t want our selves to go random on relative monotony issues for years, but I am still not sure about this, that’s why I am asking… I am also asking for advance because maybe I am not seeing right on my way of interact with ‘random never ending issues’.
I just know in real person one a like minder…for which I give thanks everyday.
I just told him about the link of this website a few years ago and this was enough for him to consequently find the starting point between us.
This starting point can be; ‘all things in Christ, things in heaven and things on earth’.Eph 1:10. And the many consequences of it.
moises