Not me, I am where I am right now because God planned for everyhting that has happened to me.
(Psa 139:2) Thou, hast observed my downsitting and mine uprising, Thou hast given heed to my desire, from afar:
(Psa 139:3) My path and my couch, hast thou examined, and, all my ways, thou well knowest.
(Psa 139:4) Surely there hath not been a word on my tongue, but behold! O Yahweh, thou hast observed it on every side.
(Psa 139:5)
Behind and before, hast thou shut me in, and hast laid upon me thy hand:-(Psa 139:6) Knowledge, too wonderful, for me! high, I cannot attain to it!
(Psa 139:7) Whither can I go from thy spirit? or whither, from thy face, can I flee?
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If I ascend the heavens, there, thou art! If I spread out hades as my couch, behold thee!
(Psa 139:9) If I mount the wings of the dawn, settle down in the region beyond the sea,
(Psa 139:10)
Even there, thy hand shall lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me.(Psa 139:11) If I say, Surely, darkness, shall cover me! then, night, is light about me.
(Psa 139:12) Even darkness, will not conceal from thee,-but, night, like day, will shine, So is the darkness, as the light!
(Psa 139:13) For, thou, didst possess thyself of my reins, thou didst weave me together in the womb of my mother.
(Psa 139:14) I thank thee, in that fearfully was my being distinguished, Wonderful are thy works, and, mine own soul, is observing them intently!
(Psa 139:15)
My substance was not hid from thee,-when I was made in secret, when I was skilfully figured in the lower parts of the earth.
(Psa 139:16)
Mine unfinished substance, thine eyes beheld, and, in thy book, all the parts thereof were written,-the days they should be fashioned! while yet there was not one among them.(Psa 139:17)
To me, then, how precious have thy desires become, O GOD! How numerous, the heads of them!beloved