Becky, I can understand what you are going through. Just last year they opened a new babtist church close to home. Now my wife and lots of her family have been attending this church. Some of them have asked why I will not attend. Then I show them with scripture and share of my own experiences and now some of them are questioning this church, and lots of the family are blaming me for this.
So be it, I simply will not go to some building and listen to someone falsely accuse Gods name and character and then sing songs in joy about it. Not me, no way. Although I know these people have good intentions, but they are deceived. Until God opens their eyes, they will refuse to see.
Its like when God miraculously delivered the Israelites out of Egypt, most of them wanted to go back.
(Num 14:3) And wherefore doth Jehovah bring us unto this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will be a prey: were it not better for us to return into Egypt?
(Num 14:4) And they said one to another, Let us make a captain, and let us return into Egypt.
We know if we return to Egypt, they will devour us like wolves. Would the pharoh of egypt of been good to the Israelites if they returned? When I go to a church and question their teachings, what happens? Press forward, cross the river Jordan into the Promised land.
I know it's easier said than done. Dying daily, being crucified with the Lord, physically is not easy. We have His Spirit in us, the spiritual truths far outweigh the physical lies they preach.
You are not alone, Becky. This forum has been a huge blessing to me, to finally see there are others with simular experiences. My prayers are with you.
God bless,
Gary