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confessing my anger
judith collier:
Hi Lauriellen, I used to think that way but not anymore. Call it de-sensitized if you want but as your faith becomes stronger or maybe I should say seasoned the world's problems don't take such a toll. I concentrate in my realm of friends and family. I pray for them. Believe me intercessory prayer is not easy because your heart is in your prayers and you feel for them, crying out to God for the most part is all I can do. Sure, you can support causes and that helps if you know the benefactor has integrity.
If God made evil and He did and made us weak sinners than you must trust God to right all of it. He will. "His thoughts are not our thoughts, His ways are not our ways" Your job is to pray, comfort, visit the sick, the imprisoned, feed the hungry, clothe the naked and keep the faith. If you do this in your little part of the world then you will have done your share. We can do no more except stay close to God and other believers and share. You did this. Any feeling you have had is not unique, we all have had hateful, mean and angry thoughts towards God and others. Love, Judy
lauriellen:
thank you again for your replies.....judy, you are so right...i need to take your advice....thanks again,
lauri
margo:
Hi Lauri,
It sounds like to me you are being made into the very image of the Son. Amen! His thoughts become our thoughts. We can now see how much he loves and hurts for this evil world. That is why we must experience all this pain as He did. I can only tell you, it is through all the pain, tribulations and fire in my own life that I can change and know what my Lord felt that day he went to the cross for me. That keeps my thoughts and eyes on Him. Just when I think I have had enough pain and tribulations, I must be at perfection now HA HA, not yet the Lord says little more fire. I just broke my arm this week in 4 places. At first I knew the Lord would work this for good, and then have friends telling me that I did not deserve this, and that is something I have to fight. I don't like this pain, but I do know God will use this for His Will. Amen. Just know God works in ALL THINGS FOR US.
Love you,
Margo
G. Driggs:
Thank you for sharing that lauriellen, as the thought of evil has been weighing on my mind lately too. Just to add to all the loving encouragement you already received.
Psa 37:10 For yet a little while, and the evildoers will be no more; though you look with care where they used to be, they will not be found.
2Th 1:4 We're so proud of you; you're so steady and determined in your faith despite all the hard times that have come down on you. We tell everyone we meet in the churches all about you.
2Th 1:5 All this trouble is a clear sign that God has decided to make you fit for the kingdom. You're suffering now,
2Th 1:6 but justice is on the way. When the Master Jesus appears out of heaven in a blaze of fire with his strong angels, he'll even up the score by settling accounts with those who gave you such a bad time.
2Th 1:7 His coming will be the break we've been waiting for.
Peace, G.Driggs
RRHinds:
Hi Sis
I know just how you feel. In 2005 I felt the same way. I came under very heavy satanical attack. My Sister was dying (She died in 2008)
both my parents had already gone, my younger brother was and is still a drug addict and lives on the streets of Nottingham England, my other brother only has a quarter of a lung left. To top it all my wife of 27 years decided that she wanted a divorce for no apparent reason, and I was being slandered at work with all sorts of satanic lies. Yes I got very angry at God, I even punched the Bible and threw at the wall in anger. I went seven days and nights without eating drinking or even taking a bath. It was only when I realised that he would do what he wanted anyway and it was for me to find out what I could learn from all this, and that while I was so angry God could not talk to me because I could not hear him, I started opening myself to him again.
You know what the first thing he said to me was. "I love you, for you are my son and I will never fail you" I just collapsed and cried like a baby for hours. I felt God's love fill me up from the bottom of my feet to the very roots of my hair. I learned to concentrate on those around me and to give them and all people true love and not to dwell on what goes on in other worlds or cities. Today I do not dwell on the negative things because I know all is going to work out for the good. I concentrate on giving my love to all I can.
I do not know sis but I sure do Love you. Stay Strong because it is in our weaknesses that he makes us strong.
God Bless.
Roland.
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