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judith collier:
Dear Eileen, my heart is breaking for you and all the others on here. And maybe now you won't be consoled but try to believe that there is light at the end of the tunnel. All the advice given is so good and so true. Please hold on, pray for courage as I will for you. I also pray the grace of perserverance. I wish I were closer to be a friend to you and help in some way.
I am glad you told us these things, they need to be shared by the body of Christ so we can hold you up. God knows exactly EVERYTHING that is taking place with you.
You must do whatever is best for yourself even if it calls for very hard decisions. If my husband's income was taken away I would have to let go of this old house as much as I love it. I hate doing everything now that my husband is blind and I cry at night, especially. And now I found out there is more cancer.
His strength is more powerful in weakness therefore I trust He will see me through and everything will be as it should and was pre-ordained. I am weak and i don't like this at all but God has given me determination and a new friend from long ago has come into my life who is a good support. You see He knew I needed this at this time. She worked for a plastic surgeon for years and this is exactly the kind of Dct. I am in need of now and was so scared but she is going to go with me and is so knowledgable.

How I wish things were different but they aren't and I am able now to accept better as you will eventually be. God will take care of you Eileen and gradually work all the kinks out. The more I let go and wait on Him situations are happening on their own for my good and erasing my worries. And I am no more special to God than you! Trust in His love for you.
judy

Marlene:
Eileen, I know, that words can just be words. But, God is with you even if you do not feel like he is. I can not  add anything more to what has been said. But, I think of you all the time. I love you and will pray for you. I know, that he will ease some of these problems and lighten your load. I just feel bad for you and can only be there for you if you need a friend.

In His Love,
Marlene

musicman:
I'm sorry that this load of crap is being dropped on you.  I myself am clueless as to what God is doing to you.  I hope you have more faith than myself because I'm down right p'd at God right now.  For me very little is going well but this has been for a lifetime.  Even the pleasure of enjoying my job was taken away from me a year ago.  But then I read about your troubles and they are so much more grand.  I hope you have a supportive family and a satifying job.  Those are so important just to get by in daily life.  I'll try praying for you but it seems God knows about my doubts. 

Ninny:
Eileen,
I'm so sorry that you are having such a hard time...The only thing I can do is love you and pray for you which I do and I will! I feel so helpless to be a comfort to you! I will pray that God will show you a glimmer of hope in all of this..sometimes a tiny glimmer of hope and faith is all we have to get us through..We only have the faith that God gives us..So just hold on to that little measure..it is enough to get you through each minute..if you have to take life minute by minute then God will give you the strength for that minute..I can't say anything that will help you, but I will pray that God will...
Love you..
Kathy  :'( :-*

EKnight:
To all of you.

Your words have brought me to tears.  I almost feel selfish.  Even musicman had heartfelt words!!  I can't tell you how much your support has uplifted me. 

Sometimes I am just to tired and lazy to visit BT and I always feel guilty about it because I know there is so much faith here and I turn my back on it.  Some of you have said you are humbled by my trials and all the while I go through them I think to myself over and over how much worse it all could be.  I remember posting a year or so ago that so many of you have suffered far worse than I have ever suffered and the truth is, I still think that.  I know how blessed I have been and I am thankful for it and I don't want God to think I'm not but I just miss Mark so much and then the weight of all these other things I have to deal with alone is just so daunting.  I just want God to tell me why.  I've always been my father's daughter in that we both always needed to know why and how things worked and it's frustrating not knowing why this is part of God's plan.

I don't want you all to think I am sitting around feeling sorry for myself.  I am not.  I function on a day to day basis fairly well.  I try to remember not to worry about tomorrow for there is enough worry for today.  That is sometimes hard to do though especially when I am the sole provider for my kids even though they are essentially adults.  Two of them are still in college so I just want to see them through that but that is still two or three years off for my youngest Jeannine.

I appreciate all of your support.  You truly are faithful and very Christ-like. 

I am grateful,

Eileen

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