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jassy:

Eileen.

None of what you said is trivial. Its all huge when you perceive yourself as on your own. Things seem to spin out of control and no matter how you try put out fires and stay on top of it, the next thing hits.
You feel weak, fragile and in the end you would not be surprised  to find a bullseye painted on your back.

I have had similar trials, not the same and not as bad mostly but been there. Everything you were terrified of happens. Maby you did not know it was one of your fears, but you soon realise it was up there on the subconscious list.

The only solace I can give you is when you come out on the other side (and you will) is that it was not quite as terrifying as you imagined it would be. 
That the control over life you thought you had never existed in the first place. You are so blooming tired in the end you have to give it over to the Lord in totality cause you can hardly summon up energy to brush your teeth.


 I just spoke to my sister who has been through scary times as well and asked her what she would say to you. She said when you can reach the place where you can give God praise as the next exciting episode hits then you become the victor.
And the circumstances lose their power over you.
Also she said that she saw Gods hand in every single thing that happened to her.  Losing her husband, her house, and having to rely totally on Gods mercy as she brought up two little girls. If there was a single electrical appliance working at one stage she said, her and the girls would be amazed.


I know this does not help with what you are going through now, but hang in there. A lot of us girls been down that road and we still here ;D 

jassy

Roy Martin:
Hello Eileen,
 I know its so hard to see any light at the end of the tunnel, but its in this darkness you are in that God works His best. Simply put; He is drawing you closer to Him even though it seems just the opposite because of all that is going on. God is changing you, your heart, your desires and passions. What you see as bad; God sees as good.
 When this is over you will have much faith, and be more dependent on God more than you ever have before.
 A time will come for you that you will see all that is going on now to be a blessing.

Peace
Roy

Vangie:
Eileen,
My heart goes out to you--I'm sorry you're having such a tough time right now.  Please know that my prayers and thoughts are with you to continue to overcome.

Love to you in Christ,
Vangie

daywalker:

Hello Eileen--

WOW! I've been complaining a ton to God lately, because I too have been feeling like He's laying far too much on me at the same time, and I'm getting very tired and frustrated; and though I am going through tough times, you blew me away with the tribulations you are enduring! I am humbled by your post, and I am deeply empathetic for you and what you are going through. I will keep you in my prayers and hope that Our Father continues to give you your "daily bread".

Christopher

darren:
Just wanted to say, I'm sorry for your lost  Eileen. Hang in there. Remember, This to shall pass.

Darren

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