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I don't know what's wrong with me
PKnowler:
--- Quote from: Sorin on February 17, 2007, 01:04:15 PM ---Well to answer the questions from the 'joy' thread. The reason I'm not experiencing any joy is because I am just so depressed, feel like my whole life has been and still is, a waste. I'm 26 and have nothing to show for it. My prayers go unanswered, seems like I pray in vain. I'm constantly struggling between obeying God and giving into the pleasures of the flesh.
I don't feel that calmness or peace after prayer like I once felt. Perhaps God has forsaken me.... because He has shown me the truth and has forgiven
me and I turned my back on him and went back to my old ways. So perhaps I've committed the unforgiveable sin, and it's too late too be forgiven again in this age. I don't know, but it just seems like God hates me and is refusing to allow anything happen in my life that would bring me any sort of happiness and thankfuless and that would make me actually be glad to be alive. And like I said before, this is only the tip of the iceberg.
-Sorin
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Sorin,
My heart goes out to you! Thank you for sharing with us a little of what you are going through. As Anne said, I also extend my ear if you need someone to talk to. You can always write and talk to me bro. I really care for you! I'm sorry to hear that you feel this way. I'm sure if I knew more about you there are things that I could point out to you to show God's working in your life. I can say with confidence that I know God has a plan and a purpose for your life! And everything that you are going through now He is using to make you into the person he wants you to be. Sorin you have touched lives whether you know it or not! That's not nothing. You have touched me in this brief period of knowing you.
I can identify with your struggle in the flesh. I have it too. I struggle between obeying God and giving into the pleasures of my flesh. Is there anyone here that doesn't have this struggle in the flesh? I wish I could just have victory of the sin that so easily besets me!
I know that God has a special bond of love amongst his people and Sorin I care about you and what you are going through.
Sorin you have not committed the unpardonable sin. Surely that sin would be turning your back on Jesus and the Holy Spirit's working and we know that sin will be burnt out at the Lake of Fire and in the end every knee will bow -so none will reject Him forever.
I know you well enough to know that you have a tender heart towards God and spiritual things and I see God's working in your life through your letters.
Peace to you Bro!
Love your sis in Christ,
~Paula
Redbird:
Dear Sorin,
May God hold you gently in his loving hands.
Peace, Lisa
Sorin:
Thank you all for your prayers and support. May God bless you all.
And Paula I'm sorry to hear about your son. My condolences.
Sorin
longhorn:
Trust me Sorin, you are not alone. God has dragged us out of Babylon and as much as a privilage as that is, it is also a promise of many tribulations. If things get too rough, PM me and we will have a cyber-space cold brew together.
Longhorn
Sorin:
Thanks Longhorn my friend, if I were drinking right now I'd say cheers. ;)
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